Page 18 of Ruck Me

Chapter6

EOIN

I didn’t thinkI’d ever moved as quick as I did then, and that was saying something since I was one of the fastest guys on the squad. But there was no way I was giving Aoife even a moment to reconsider. I needed my hands on her in a way I’d never needed anything in my life before now. I didn’t want to examine too closely what that meant, but I knew it was significant … and that was scary asshit.

But not scary enough to stop me from pulling her onto mylap.

“Hi,” she said, her eyes dancing with delight and her lips hitched up in a shy smile.

“Hi,” I responded, pushing a strand of her hair behind herear.

Aoife took a breath and opened her mouth to speak, but then clamped it shut and dragged her eyesaway.

“Hey, look at me.” I nudged her face back to mine. “We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to, but I think you should know, I really, really wantthis.”

She chuckled. “I know. I can feel it.” She bit her lip when I rolled my hips against her. Pressing her hand against my chest, she asked, “Can you not do that for a second? I’m trying to think and I can’t when you’re … when …”

“When you can feel my cock hard for you?” I asked, finishing her sentence as I dropped my hand to her waist and rocked into her again.

She blinked long and slow. “Yeah, that.” Her voice came out breathy and strained. “This is all new tome.”

When we’d discussed her experience—or lack thereof—I’d been surprised to learn just how innocent she actually was, a fact she’d kept cleverly hidden with tales of fake hookups she’d borrowed from the books sheread.

“I’m sorry,” I apologized. “With the way you kissed me tonight, I forgot how inexperienced you are. I’ll try to behave.” I slid my hands from her waist to rest next to me on the leather. “I mean it. We won’t do anything you don’t wantto.”

“Well, we’re not having sex in the back of your car, if that’s what you’re wondering.”

I agreed. “We’re not fucking tonight. I hear you loud and clear. And even if you miraculously changed your mind, I still wouldn’t fuck you for the first time in the back seat of my car. When I finally get to have you—and I will have you—I’m going to need to take my time and do it right.”

She chewed on her lip again and I imagined what her teeth would feel like on myskin.

“I just need to make sure we’re on the same page. That you understand what Iwant …”

“Tellme.”

“Iwant …”

Aoife was one of the most outspoken people I’d ever met, so to see her suddenly shy about speaking her mind was startling. I liked knowing that I was seeing a side of her she kept hidden, that with me Aoife was revealing a part of her the rest of the world didn’t know existed.

“For starters, I want to keep kissingyou.”

“You can kiss me as much as you want, anytime you want. You’ll get no complaints fromme.”

“And Iwant …”

I couldn’t explain it, but hearing her say that word—want—the way her voice broke just a little bit at the end, made me want too. Fecking Christ how I wanted. “Whatelse?”

“I can’t say it,” she cried, dropping her head onto my shoulder with a frustrated sigh. Turning her face into my neck, she added, “I’ve never said those words out loud before.”

I dropped a kiss against her temple. “What do you want me to do Aoife? I told you before, this is all aboutyou.”

“But I want you to enjoy yourself too,” she answered, leaning back and finding my eyes. “I’ve heard guys talk about how selfish girls can be. I don’t want to be likethat.”

My heart skittered in my chest, three quick thumps that gave away my alarm. This was exactly why I’d volunteered for Aoife’s mad scheme in the first place. The fact that she was worried about my pleasure before her own proved just how terrible it would have been for her to be sitting with anyone else right now. No one would treat her as well asme.

And that wasn’t just me blowing smoke either. I was a giver. I loved women, everything about them. I loved the way they felt in my arms, the noises they made, how they smelled, the way their faces looked when they came. I wasn’t a player like Declan, but it was no secret that I loved sex. And the thing I enjoyed most? Getting a girl off. Bonus points if I could make her come harder, longer, and more intense than any guy beforeme.

I knew that made me different from most guys my age. Hell, I’d been told I was a goddamn unicorn, a creature of myth and legend. Outside of scoring a try, I wasn’t sure there was anything more exhilarating than making a womancome.

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