Great, just one more mess, I have to clean up and pray the council doesn’t find out about it.
Chapter47
Deacon
Iwatch Thea drink her third glass of water, then order her to get into bed. She’s holding the phone with one hand and lifts the blankets back with the other. “Why?”
“Why what?”
She’s been rambling on about how much she hates The Trium and hopes Pax gets drunk and vomits all over himself. I’ve tuned those rants out because I don’t have anything helpful to offer. “Why would you just sit there and let them fuck me?”
I let my head fall back with a heavy sigh. I didn’t want to let them do anything, but where we were, with all those people around. Anyone could have walked in, and it was easier for her to be caught with them. Even going down on her was a risk, but she looked so lost, so needy, and they were in no position to help at that point, so I did what I had to do. There was no way I was going to let another guy fuck her. Those two were hard enough to watch.
That’s the thing about this cocktail a chemistry student created years ago. It drops your inhibitions and keeps you lucid while you’re under its control. But as soon as you fall asleep, the after affects are the same as HGB. Thea and Pax probably won’t remember anything. The shit that happens while under the influence has been the catalyst for plenty of blackmail schemes. Around here, in this town and this school, blackmail and secrets are currency.
Do I think Finn would have told anyone if I would have stuck my dick in Thea? No. I’ve been following her around in my free time. Watching her. Watching them, and every one else she’s come in contact with, trying to find out who attacked her Mayhem Night. I see the way Finn looks at her. It irritates me how much he looks at her, but it’s without malice.
I get the impression he really likes her. He’s a Trium and a Wren, so I’d be stupid to trust him. Stupid to trust any of them. But, I trusted him to take care of her, while I was there. In answer to her question, I say, “Because you needed them to.”
“I neededyou. They could have been the ones watching.”
“Thea.”
“What?”
“You’re my student, and I’m your trainer outside of school. It would be unethical of me to fuck you while you were under the influence.”
“But it’s not unethical for you to lick me like an ice cream cone?”
“It is. But I wanted to reward you for being such a good girl, and letting them help you.” I drop my voice, and let my question rumble through my chest the way I know makes her shiver. “Didn’t you like your reward?”
“Yes.”
“And I liked giving it to you. How are you feeling, sweetness?”
“I’m still turned on.”
“It’ll pass. Just try to get some sleep.”
“I don’t think I can.”
“Then rub one out first.”
“That’s not enough. I need dick, and I can’t figure out where the hell my dildo is.”
My brows arch. Am I shocked Thea plays with toys? No, not really, but I am surprised she just volunteered that info with me. She sounds so aggravated about it being missing too. Her bottom lip pokes out in a pout. Her reaction pisses me off. I’m glad it’s misplaced. How pathetic is it that I’m jealous of a toy?
Maybe I’ll offer to buy her a new one and let her use it under supervision, if she does something I want. Like sit down with her psychologist for thirty minutes. I’ll circle back around to that.
I guess it’s pretty twisted. I don’t want her fucking her toys, but I let two of The Trium do it. Part of me wanted to rip their heads off. The other part loved watching her face and seeing how good they were making her feel.
Everyone got off tonight. Except me. My balls are aching from holding back. I drop the phone to my lap. “Someone wants to say hi.” I chuckle at her sharp intake of breath.
“Fuck, Wolfe. Warn a girl before you pull that thing out and start playing with it.”
She should be trying to sleep it off. The more worked up she gets, the hornier she’ll get, the cycle continuing until all the drugs are out of her system. But, I can’t seem to stop. I need this connection with her. “Did you like Finn and Pax fucking you like that tonight?”
“You already know I like sex. It was sort of like an out-of-body experience because I hate them but I was so horny. So they served their purpose.”