“Is that what sex in the open with everyone watching is to you? Perfectly natural?” She takes another step away from me and I resist the urge to snatch her closer. “You had Zathan bring me up to the tower, didn’t you?”
I didn’t think she’d figure out my play so quickly, but it’s good that she’s learning to look beyond her immediate surroundings. “Did you like it? Did it make you wet seeing another woman on her knees in front of me? Ready to do anything andeverythingI ask? Giving me what I need?”
“Oh, sure. I think I picked up some pointers for the next guy I get on my knees for.”
I move fast, gripping her arms, pulling her close. “It’s never gonna happen. Not as long as you’re at this school, not after either, if I decide to exercise my reach beyond these walls.”
“What difference does it make who I fuck? As you’ve proven to the entire school, I mean nothing to you.”
Skating the edge of control, I pull her towards a thicket of trees, shoving her against the closest one. Burning fury runs through my veins.Keep it together, Logan.
Steadying my breathing, I force myself to moderate the edge in my voice. “That’s true. Idon’twant you, but the memory of my touch, my taste, my cock is all you’ll have getting you off at night.”
I take in her face, skimming my gaze down her body. “Tell me something, sweet Jordy. Have you been touching yourself, thinking about me since the last time I had you? Is that why you’re rushing off now? Are you running back to your dorm to slip your fingers inside you and pretend they’re mine?”
“Get myself off to memories of you?” Her hollow laugh echoes through me. “Your face is the last thing that gets me in the mood.”
“Is that the truth? Or will I find you soaking wet if I put my hands between your legs, again?”
Placing her hand against my chest, she warns, “Don’t even think about touching me.”
I’ve thought about it. Every night for the past two weeks. I grip her ass to show her, her words mean shit to me, then move my hand around to the front, gripping her pussy. “Or what? You’ll drip all over me? Is that what you want? To ride my fingers? Or do you want to sit on my face?”
I’m getting hard again, thinking about it. “How about I turn you around and claim the one hole I haven’t had yet? How about that, Jordy?” I spin her to face the tree. “I can give you another first. Me finally taking this sweet ass.”
“Get off of me!”
I reach in front of her, flicking the button of her jeans open, slipping my hand inside. She’swet, like I knew she’d be.God, she’s so ready for me. I rub her clit, pressing the bulge in my pants against her ass.
“Logan, stop.”
“Stop? Do you really want me to? Have you forgotten how good I can make you feel? Tell me, baby, should I stop or make you feel good?”
“Logan…” She gasps, rocking her hips towards my fingers. She wants this. She craves this. Even if she doesn’t realize it.
“I could take you up against this tree right now and you wouldn’t care who sees, because your cunt is so needy for me.”
What I don’t say is that I need her just as badly. I’m so hard, I expect to rip a hole through the crotch of my jeans any minute now. I undo my button and lower my zipper, giving myself room. My hands go to the waist of her jeans next, lowering them just an inch. My left thumb toys with the cleft above her ass.
“Please, Logan. Don’t.”
My right hand goes back to playing with her clit, letting my middle finger dip in and out of her wet channel. “Then answer me. Do you touch yourself thinking about me? Do you call my name on broken sobs in the middle of the night as you bring yourself pleasure?” I ask grinding against her ass. I’m leaking just thinking about it.
“I said,no!”
The strength of her denial, the conviction in her voice, stings as if she struck me. Bastard that I am, I love the struggle, but I’d never force anyone to do anything they didn’t want. She wiggles away, fixing her clothes, and grabs her phone from where it fell in the grass. I watch her take off towards the road that leads to the dorms.
“Fuck!”I’d only meant to make things uncomfortable for her, now I’ve got a raging hard on. My mind tells me there’s a lot of willing pussy back at The Rift, but my body rejects the thought. Jordanna might not be going to the dorms to touch herself while thinking about me and how good it was between us, but that’s exactly what I'll be doing before the night is over.
Nine
Jordanna
Ispend more time in the shower than usual. Thankfully, Kassidy will be out for a few more hours. I was telling the truth when I said I haven’t touched myself thinking about Logan. It’s kind of hard to get in the mood over the guy who torments me in my waking lifeandmy dreams. But tonight, my body is on fire. Watching him was the most erotic thing I’ve ever seen. And even though it was wrong, and I felt dirty watching him, I couldn’t look away. Then, when I finally dragged myself from his spell, I ran.
Why’d he have to follow and say those things while touching me? Squeezing my eyes shut, I let the water beat down my body, struggling to get my emotions under control, and tamp down the arousal I feel.
I know it’s wrong to want him after everything he did, and I meant what I said about not thinking about him, but tonight I’m seconds away from slipping my hands between my legs. My body shakes from the effort it’s taking not to touch myself.