“You’re going to be the death of me, Wildcat.” He grasps at my hair, holding me in place as he fucks my mouth with hard, violent thrusts. My cheeks hollow out sucking him in even deeper until he’s hitting the back of my throat. The mixture of tobacco and his musky scent spurring me on. A light tap on my shoulder has me stopping. “Slide your legs around and sit on my face. I need to taste you too.”
I let him slip from my mouth and do just that. My knees dig into the mattress by his shoulders as I rest my body on top of his. He smacks my butt with his right hand before grabbing a handful. “I’ve missed this ass and someday soon I’m going to fuck it.”
A mewl of pleasure leaves me the moment I feel the wetness of his tongue slide along my slit. My fingers claw at his thighs, which causes him to let out another groan. His lips wrap around my clit, sucking and toying with it the way he knows I like. Sensation courses through me, turning my body to mush. I’m putty in this man’s hands—always have been, always will be.
“Fuck. I could eat you like this for hours.” His words leave me breathless and I overcome with the urge to pleasure him. I grab his cock, taking him back in my mouth and continue to work him over. Every lick and suck of his tongue has my body quivering, begging for more. It makes me stroke and work him faster, in tune with the same rhythm he’s working me.
My toes curl into the mattress as a fire pools deep in my belly. I let him fall out of my mouth and bury my head against his thigh as my fingers dig into his skin. It’s almost too much. “Oh fuck.”
“Give it to me,” he demands, as he shoves two fingers inside me and curls them. My body trembles from the change in angle. An ache of desire threatens to pull me under. I’m caught up in a euphoric bliss of pleasure and pain. I’m not sure where one ends and the other begins, but I don’t care. I lose myself over to the feelings he provokes in me. Pressure builds from deep within my core.
Then he slips a lone finger inside my ass. It’s like adding a match to a puddle of gasoline and I explode. I’m completely filled by him. Every nerve ending is overloaded with sensation. My core clenches as my orgasm overtakes me. Everything inside me convulses until I’m coming all over his face.
He hums in pleasure and continues to wring it out of me. Wetness spills down my thighs as my heart pounds so fast that it feels like it’s going to explode out of my chest. His finger slips out of my ass and I do my best to come back down from the high he’s given me. I’ve lost all feeling in my face, but Axel isn’t done. Not by a long shot.
“Put me back in your mouth. I want to us to come together this time.” His teeth nibble on my inner thigh, but his fingers never leave my body. He wraps his free arm around my waist, crushing me further against his chest and keeping me in place, as his tongue joins his fingers. They’re stretching me, making feel so full, so complete.
My lips wrap around his length and suck him back inside. He’s so sensitive that just the slightest tough has him groaning in appreciation against my pussy. A few more pumps is all it takes to have him twitching and exploding inside my mouth. I swallow every last drop of the salty mixture until he softens before letting him fall out of my mouth and righting myself to slip onto the bed next to him.
Axel wraps an arm around my shoulder, pulling me in deeper against his side, and drops a kiss on the top of my head. We lie there as our heavy breathing mingles into the night air, letting the silence speak louder than any words could.
Something changed tonight. It’s been creeping up on us for a while, but it feels like we’ve come full circle, except for one thing and I need to come clean about. There’s no need for secrets anymore. I bury my face into his side and gather the strength to confess. Sometimes, it’s easier to hide behind the cover of night to unfold my truths.
“I came in here because I had a nightmare.”
He pulls me back and stares down at me. “A nightmare about what?”
“The night they took me.” The muscles of his abs contract as soon as the words leave my mouth. For a split second I want to take them back, but that would only stifle any progress we have made to get to this point.
“How long have you been having them?” His thumb strokes light circles against my hip.
“When it first happened they came every night. I’d wake up in a cold sweat screaming and terrified they were coming back for me.”
“And you never talked to anyone about them because you were hiding.” There’s no accusation in his voice. Only concern. The hand resting on my hip tightens as he pulls me into a one-arm hug. “I’m so fucking sorry they even got to you in the first place. I won’t let anyone hurt you like that ever again, Wildcat.”
“I know. As crazy as you drive me, you make me feel safe.” I smile against the firm muscles of his chest and inhale our mingled scent.
He pulls me up to meet his face and a hand cups the side of my face bringing in closer until I feel the warmth of his lips against mine. The kiss is slow and tentative at first, but that all changes the second he enters my mouth. His tongue strokes inside, playing me with a fine precision only he possesses. Tasting myself on his tongue is sexy as hell. If I wasn’t so spent already, I’d be begging him for another round.
Much too soon he ends it and rests his chin on the side of my head. “You have family at your back and they will always make sure you’re safe. Always.” He kisses the top of my head, melting my heart into a puddle. I like that word “family”. It’s been just my parents and I for so long that it’s nice to know I have more.
I close my eyes and fall asleep, feeling something I haven’t felt in close to two years—whole.