Page 176 of Sinful Pleasure

I’m not a good man. Never claimed to be one.

I deserve everything coming to me for what I’ve done.

I’ve taken countless lives, and if my hands weren’t bound, I’d be adding a few more numbers to that list.

The Romano’s? They’ll know what Hell truly looks like when I’m done with them. I’ll make them beg for mercy, and I’ll laugh as I deny them. I’ll take everything from them. And then some more.

Just like Allyn took everything from me.

Selfish little brat.

When I told my father I would never let a pussy make me weak, I meantit.Women were tools, nothing more.

They served a purpose and left whenthat purpose was fulfilled. I never asked for more.

Never needed it. But my karma? She has a name.

And it’s Allyn Romano.

She was a fucking liar.Coming in here, kissing me like I meant something to her, only for me to find out she’s promised to someone else.

It’s laughable, really.

What’s even more laughable is how easily I let myself fall for her lies. How blind and fucking stupid I am for this woman.

And yet, she came here. After all the damage she caused. After lying to my fucking face all over again.

When she told me it was more than just a casual fuck, I laughed.

What else could I do? Hearing those words spill from her lying little mouth, especially after agreeing to marry a man she doesn’t even know right after she kissed me—it was beyond mind fucking.

The cruel irony?

For me, it was more than just a casual fuck.I knew it the moment I let her touch me and didn’t feel repulsed. I knew it when I didn’t want to kill her for daring to kiss me without my permission.

Instead, I wanted more. I needed more.

I became addicted to her lips. To her.

She was the first woman I ever fucked while looking her in the eyes. The sight of her face, the pleasure twisting her features as I fed her every inch of me—it was breathtaking.

Watching her unravel, screaming my name, losing herself in me— It was intoxicating.She was the first woman I wanted to kneel for, to feel my tongue against her, to ride my face as she shattered apart.

And now? She’ll be the last.

No one else could ever come close. No one else could ever compare.Allyn was the first person to make the beast inside me kneel. The first to revive something human in me. And now, she’s the one who ripped it out.

She made my heart beat again—only to crush it in her hands. I might as well die. The damages she’s caused, the rage and despair she’s left behind was enough to make me destroy an entire fucking universe.

The noises outside the door pulled me out of my spiral.

Voices raised, shouting, fighting. Chaos.

The distinct sounds of bodies hitting the ground.

Of people dying.

Not long after, the door swung open, and Lydia stepped into the room.