Page 79 of Touch In Excess

He wasn’t a fool. He knew that this might not last forever. In reality, nothing did. They’d eventually die, and their energy would be spread out into the universe to become something else. But in that moment, life felt like it had meaning.

For a second, he understood why his parents and siblings believed in something bigger and higher than themselves.

“Rami?”

He blinked and realized he’d gotten lost in his thoughts. Reaching back, he opened the bathroom door. ‘I got distracted. Two more minutes,’ he signed with one hand, then shut the door again and ran the cloth under the warm water and cleaned himself up. His hole felt a little sore, and he had no doubt it was going to be worse in the morning, but he was looking forward to that ache. It would be like a constant reminder of what had been, and what was, and—if it all worked out—what would be.

Twenty

Rami tooka lot longer than two minutes, but Skye knew he probably needed the time to gather himself. Rami had damn near fallen apart during his last orgasm. It was powerful in ways Skye had never seen before, not in his long years of working as an escort and seeing all sorts of people in all sorts of emotional situations.

Tears had slipped from the corners of Rami’s eyes, but Skye didn’t panic. His face was full of joy and ecstasy, and his kisses were sloppy and happy when it was all over. So he took his time making sure he had all their supplies ready, and he made sure the camera was where it should be.

He was going to fuck Rami in his chair. The plan was for him to be seated when the camera came on, and then Rami would walk into the frame like he always did. After that, they left it unscripted. Rami wanted it to feel real, and Skye understood.

There was less weight to it now that Skye had fingered his boyfriend. He knew what he felt like deep inside him. He knew what Rami’s body did when Skye stroked his prostate and what he looked like when he came from having something of Skye’s filling him.

The mystery was gone, but for the first time ever, that wasn’t a bad thing.

Out of his periphery, Skye saw the bathroom door open, and Rami appeared. He was moving a little slow, but there was no hesitation in his body. He just looked tired.

“You know you can tell your audience that you need another day, right?” Skye said.

Rami frowned, then shook his head. “No. I want this right now. I don’t want to wait another night to have you inside me.”

Skye shivered, his cock growing thicker. He waited until Rami was just close enough, and then he snagged him by the waist. “Kiss me and tell me you love me before we have to turn this damn camera on.”

Rami smiled and dipped his head low. His lips barely touched Skye’s, but he spoke loud enough for Skye to hear him. “I love you.” And then he kissed him until Skye’s toes curled.

They couldn’t linger. Rami had to pull back, adjust Skye until the only thing in the frame was his chest, legs, and cock, and then he turned him slightly sideways so the camera would be able to get the angle that allowed everyone to see Skye’s cock sinking deep into Rami’s ass.

And as Skye held his breath, Rami stepped to the side, then reached over and clicked a few buttons. The monitor buffered, and then suddenly, Skye could see himself on the screen. For a moment, he felt a rush of panic, but then he remembered he was safe. He was with Rami. No one would recognize him who hadn’t had a session with him, and those people were legally obligated to keep their mouths shut.

The edges of a few tattoos were visible, but that wouldn’t last long. Soon enough, Rami’s body would be covering them.

Skye’s lungs felt a little tight as he tried to remember that air needed to flow in and out, and he steadied himself just as Rami moved into the view of the camera. Like always, he said nothing.He walked up and ran his fingers along Skye’s chest, circling his nipples, then trailing down to play with the head of his cock.

Skye knew the drill. They hadn’t rehearsed this, but he knew what was coming next. He plucked the condom from the side of the bed and handed it to Rami, who made sure the viewers could see it. When Skye turned his head, he saw the scrolling chat and the donation button at the top of the screen.

The numbers were rising. He was too far from the screen to make out who was saying what, even with his contacts in, but it didn’t matter. In that moment, he didn’t give a shit. Nothing else in the world mattered except Rami’s perfect, clever fingers holding his cock and rolling the condom on him.

He caught his breath and struggled to keep from saying anything. Though his hearing was still nowhere close to as normal as it had been, everything in the room sounded so damn loud. Every breath was like a roaring wave, every step like a gunshot. Skye had never felt so on edge before. Not even his first night working as Gluttony.

And for the first time since he’d been with Rami, he felt his Sin close to the surface. He was a goddamn glutton for this man. Nothing else mattered except having him as much as possible, in every way possible. He wanted to spend the rest of his life indulging in Rami’s presence, in giving him everything he wanted, in holding him every night.

It was a ridiculous ask of God, or the universe or whatever was out there, but he didn’t care. He wanted more. There would never be enough.

It took everything in him not to beg Rami to touch him more—to move closer. But his silence was rewarded when Rami turned toward him, straddling one of his thighs and pointing his ass at the camera. With a single wiggle of his hips, Skye knew what he was asking for.

He picked up the lube and smeared a fresh dollop on his fingers, then used his free hand to pull Rami’s ass cheek to the side, exposing him. The chat was going wild. Even if he could have read it this far off, he couldn’t have kept up.

And Rami would be able to make his next dozen mortgage payments on tonight alone with the way the numbers were climbing.

Skye turned his attention to his lover. His beloved. The love of his life. He stroked two fingers down the crack in his ass, then circled them over where they’d been just a handful of minutes before. Rami’s body twitched, and he gave a barely there groan. It wasn’t louder than some of the other unconscious noises Skye knew he made on the lives, but this one was for him.

This one was because of him, and that was going right to his head.

He squeezed Rami’s hip to warn him, and then carefully, he slipped both in at once. Rami allowed himself a loud groan as he fucked his hips forward. His cocks were hard again—not fully, but close. He humped them against the top of Skye’s thigh, leaning forward so everyone had a view.

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