Page 66 of Not Catching Love

His mouth breaks from mine, and I chase it for a moment until he speaks.

“Touch me, Xander.”

It’s not until he says it that I realize my hands are locked on his shoulders, where they’ve stayed since he picked me up. “Where?”

“Everywhere,” he groans.

Seeing Derek like this, knowing that I’m the one turning him on, has shivery need flooding my limbs. Our mouths slot together, and I let my hands drop, reveling in the smooth, warm skin under my palms. He’s got chest hair, which apparently is a massive turn-on for me, and I run my hands over it before I reach his chest. That gorgeous chest I was drooling over when I saw him dancing in that cage.

Broad and strong, my hands linger on his pecs, thumb gently stroking his nipple.

A hiss sucks between Derek’s teeth. “That feels so good,” he says into my mouth.

I keep doing it, proud that I could make him sound that way.

As I explore, his free hand grips the back of my neck while the other keeps working our cocks. His hands are smoother than I was expecting, and his hold is tight. Every downstroke makes me see stars, and every upstroke has me leaking. Not as much as him though. Derek is something else.

I’m panting as I look down, needing to actually witness this. To burn this moment into my mind. That sexy chest, his softer belly, the hair that runs down it and into his pubes. That large hand with prominent veins wrapped around us in a tight fist. The way the flushed head of my cock disappears and reappears with every stroke. Derek’s only a little longer than me, but his cock is thick, and watching it pressed against mine has my mouth watering. I want to taste him. Lick the shiny tip and make his eyes roll back in pleasure.

But doing that would mean putting distance between us, and there’s nothing in this fucking world that could make me stop what we’re doing.

His lips press desperately to my jaw. “Tell me you’re close.”

I give in to the urge to thrust and almost whimper. “So good.”

“That’s it. Fuck my fist. Make yourself feel good.”

I thrust again, and Derek’s groan fills me with the confidence to keep going. I ride his fist like nothing else matters.

My balls are tight and almost painful, and I’m clinging to Derek like he might slip away. I’m not convinced I won’t wake up and work out this was all a dream, but there’s no way my imagination is this good.

The sweat is cool on my back, his lips are hot on my neck, and I’ve lost track of what’s happening. I’m chasing the type of high I’ve never had before, and judging by the sounds Derek’s making, he’s not far off either.

I test out a moan, and it feels so good leaving my lips.

Derek nips my collarbone. “You’re going to make me come, sounding like that.”

I’d laugh, but I’m too close to the edge. I wrap my arms around his neck, face pressed against his hair, needing to be as close as humanly possible. I want Derek wrapped around me, engulfing me, for our bodies to meld together and never let go.

His stubble scrapes my skin, and I want more. More of his groans, more of his scent, more of the way he touches me. I’ve never felt safety and care like this. Never been so overwhelmingly consumed by another person.

But after years of wanting, I finally get this. I’m not an idiot to think it’ll happen again or that Derek’s worry about his job has magically gone, so I’m going to do what I do best. Get everything out of a moment before it abandons me.

Derek’s warm tongue runs over my collarbone before he drags it up my throat.

“Fuck.”

My dick jerks in his hold as my orgasm smashes into me. I’m a panting, shivery mess, sinking into the waves of bliss passing over me before Derek stiffens and cum floods into his fist.

The satisfied sigh that passes his lips gives me hope.

Still pressed against him, I ease back so I can see his face. His wonderfully disastrous eyes are bright, cheeks red, hair damp and messy.

“Was that okay?”

The lines by his eyes crinkle. “I think I’m supposed to be asking that question.”

“Too bad I beat you to it.” Even if I’m sick with nerves that it might only have been okay for him.

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