I started timing them. Eight seconds per breath. If we slept for six hours, that would be 2,700 breaths she would take in my arms.
I tried to quiet my brain. At this rate, I would never sleep.
How could I, though?
Chelsie Combs was passed out in my bed, curled up against me like a fervent lover. We had kissed. I had sampled her sweetness. I knew the curve of her tongue and the way she arched her back when I gently tugged at her hair. I recalled the sounds she made when her bottom lip caught between my teeth.
I’d memorized the look in her eyes when she came.
Above all, I wanted to know more.
I wanted to knoweverything.
Sighing deeply, I nuzzled my face against her hair, giving her a tender squeeze. Despite my efforts to savor as many seconds as possible, sleep overcame me, and my breaths settled in time with hers.
CHAPTERTWENTY-FIVE
CHELSIE
Icould have sworn I’d been awoken by the sound of giggles—giggles from a person of small and childlike stature. I felt tiny fingers playing with my hair, singing the theme toDaniel Tiger’s Neighborhood. I tried to open my eyes, but the light was blinding, as if a thousand suns had been strategically placed into the room and their sole purpose was to burn out my retinas. Pressing a hand against my forehead, I tried in vain to cease the incessant pounding.
Then I realized there was, indeed, a child beside me.
“Sam?”
Was that my voice?I sounded haggard and feeble.
It didn’t seem to faze the young boy bouncing to my right. “Good morning, Miss Chelsie! You had a sleepover again.”
I blinked half a dozen times before Sam came into focus. He was kneeling between me and… Noah.
… Noah?
…NOAH!
Shit, shit, shit.
“Daddy was cuddling with you like he cuddles with me.”
Shit.
Noah finally shifted on the bed, and my eyes panned over to him as I swallowed.
It hurt like hell to swallow.
I touched the bruised flesh along my throat, which spurred all the prior day’s events to come rushing back like a violent windstorm.
“Can we make pancakes?” Sam inquired.
Noah was staring at the ceiling with his hands behind his head. I used what little energy I had to push myself up into a sitting position.
“Pancakes sound great,” I said. My voice sounded like I’d smoked a pack a day for the last twenty years. “You know how to make them, right?”
Sam gaped at me with wide eyes and messy hair. “No, silly! I’m just a kid.”
Noah cracked a smile, also not immune to his son’s charms. “Why don’t you go brush your teeth, buddy. We’ll be down in a few minutes.”
“Okay.” He crawled off the bed on all fours and flew out the door, leaving us alone with our inevitable morning-after chat.