Page 39 of Consider The Lilies

I want to push his hand away and tell him I know the actual name of my body parts, but I decide to stay quiet. After all, I still don’t really know what cum is, so insisting I know anything would just make me look dumb.

“Your dick will swell up and get hard when you’re ready for sex,” Jack says. I listen, trying really hard to focus on his words and not how exposed I am. “Do you know what sex is?” he asks.

“I know the basics,” I mumble, refusing to look away despite the fire burning in my face.

“Good,” he returns to my lesson. “These,” he cups my testicles, and I can’t help but gasp, “are your balls. This is where the cum comes from.” He turns me back around, forcing me to tip my head up to see his face. “Soon you’ll start to produce slick, too.”

I chew on my bottom lip, wondering where that comes from, but he doesn’t tell me, and I’m too embarrassed to ask.

“Does that make sense?” Jack asks.

None of it makes sense.

Why is my body doing this? I was fine a week ago. What made me change?

“Yes,” I lie, and his eyes narrow, clearly not believing me.

“That won’t do, Stefan.” He places a finger under my chin, forcing me to look directly into his eyes. “You’re a man now, and men admit when they don’t understand things.”

I want to be an adult. I technically am one. Just a really stupid one. “I guess it’s a little confusing still,” I admit. “How does the…cum…get out? Is it like pee?”

Jack nods as if he expected those questions. “Would it help to see?”

“See?” I quickly cover my privates, hiding them. I don’t want him to make my penis hard again. I didn’t like it. It hurt…kind of.

“Come.” Jack takes my hand, prying it away from my body before pulling me into the bedroom. A wash of fear falls over me as he turns on the bedside lamp, then he lies down on his back.Is he going to lie on top of me again?“Sit here.” He pats the top of his thick thighs.

What?He can’t be serious.

I don’t move. I can’t.

“Omega,” he says in a hard tone, making my whole body jerk. “Sit,” he commands me, and my body moves.

I lift one shaking knee, crawling up onto the bed, then straddling his legs. His body radiates so much heat, making me very aware of how close my privates are to his…and the shocking difference in size.

“Grip my cock.” Jack takes both of my hands, not giving me a chance to do it on my own. “Do you feel how hard I am?” His dark eyes narrow as he forces me to squeeze his member.No. His dick.

He’s so solid and hot in my hands. The base is wide, and the tip is plump and red, with thick veins twisting around his shaft.

“Now move.” He shows me by pushing up. Then down.

It’s just like my dream.

“Keep a steady pace,” Jack instructs me, continuing to move my hands for me.

I nod, staring at the tip of his dick. A bead of something clear pushes from the tip. It’s a different color than what came out ofme, but maybe that’s because he’s an alpha. It makes sense. Our bodies are very different.

“Don’t stop.” Jack releases my hands, letting me do it on my own. “That’s good, Stefan.” He bites his bottom lip as I work my hands up and down over every inch of him. Any embarrassment I felt is gone, replaced by a deep need to do this well.

I want him to be proud of me.

“Like that.” Jack’s eyes float closed as his hands slip up the outside of my thighs. He squeezes my hips, pulling my body in a gentle rocking motion as I continue to work him over. “Faster,” he snarls. “Squeeze me hard.”

I’m already holding him so tight, but I do as he says, squeezing and pumping with all my might. My hands twist as I try to get the pressure and speed just right. I’m kind of scared I’ll hurt him, but his breath hitches, telling me I’m doing well. Warmth unfurls inside me, desperate to make him feel good.

“Just like that, omega,” Jack grunts, and his cock twitches.Is it getting bigger?“Fuck!” he growls loudly as an eruption of white fluid bursts from his tip. It pumps out of him in thick spurts, coating my hands. It covers his chest and stomach, dripping over his sides and onto the sheets.

“Wow,” I gasp, unable to help myself.

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