I tear my mouth away from his. Tears spring to my eyes as I cry out. Pain, unlike any other, hits me, like I’ve just been torn in two.
His lips are at my neck, kissing away the pain, his hands on the bed on either side of my body, keeping his weight off me. He's perfectly still, waiting for me to give him the go ahead to continue.
“I'm so sorry,” he growls, making his way to my mouth with his kisses. “So, fucking sorry.”
"It's okay," I assure him, and I moan when he moves slightly; the pain ebbing away and being replaced by pleasure. “Again,” I whine.
“Good?” he asks as he slowly withdraws and pushes back in.
“Mmm,” I groan, feeling him stretching me.
With his gaze firmly on me, he begins to move, his hips thrusting into me, driving his cock deeper and deeper.
“Christ,” he groans in the back of his throat. “You’re so damn tight,” he growls, his strokes harder, faster, deeper.
Wrapping my legs around his waist and winding my arms around his neck, I press closer to him, loving the connection we have right now. Nothing has felt better than right here, right now.
Our lips touch, and it’s as though a switch has been flicked, Axel's fingers tighten on my waist, digging into the flesh, his hips rotating as he pistons into me, it’s unrelenting, the pain of his thrusts adding to the rising pleasure.
“Oh God,” I gasp as my body once again starts to hit the peak.
“Yes,” he grunts, his breath hot against my skin. “I want to feel you cum all over me, baby.”
“Right there,” I hiss as he thrusts deep into me once again. “God,” I cry out. “So good.”
I feel his cock twitch inside of me. “Cum, Scar,” his tone urgent, his teeth clenched.
He pistons into me again, sending me spiraling. Throwing my head back, I scream out his name as I cum once more. My body is completely spent, my breathing heavy, but I cling to him as he searches for his release.
I press my lips against his neck, my teeth scraping against his skin, his body trembles beneath me, and he thrusts once—twice—three times before burying himself to the hilt and letting go with a low groan.
Once we’re able to catch our breath, he pulls his softening cock out of me, making me wince at the pain and the loss of him. He presses a chaste kiss against my lips before falling onto his back, his arms pulling me into his body. I go willingly, never having felt the way I do right now.
"You're mine, Scar," he says as looks over at me. His chest rising and falling with his heavy breathing. "I'm not letting you go."
I swallow hard, God, hearing that, sounds so amazing. "What about Noah?" I ask. I know my brother; he's not going to be happy with what's happened between us.
He gives me a blinding smile. "Leave him to me, everything is going to be fine."
I nod, hoping and praying he’s right. He pulls me against him, and I close my eyes, listening to the sound of his heartbeat. I'm trying to wrap my head around what's happened?
How did I go from crushing on Axel for years to us ending up in bed and him taking my virginity? I smile big as I think about how good he felt and how amazing it is to be in his arms. Maybe, just maybe, things are looking up?
TWO
SCARLETT
I awake to the sound of pounding against my door. Groaning, I move and hear the sound of a low grunt. I blink hard and see Axel lying beside me, and everything that happened last night hits me. It really did happen, and he's still here.
Light spills into the room, and I realize it’s morning time. We slept the entire night. I love that Axel stayed.
"You okay, baby?" he asks, his lips curved into a smile.
I nod. "Yeah," I whisper.
The pounding on the door gets heavier. "I fucking know you're in there," Noah snarls. "Open this door or I'm going to bust it down."
Axel climbs off the bed and reaches for his clothes; he's watching me intently as I do the same. "It's going to be okay," he promises me.