More importantly, he was a family member to one of my dying patients.
I needed to focus.
“Are you Sullivan Thomas?” I managed to ask.
His smile disappeared. “Except that.”
“Okay—but you’re Mustang?” I stammered. “As inSteelMustang?”
“Yup.”
He folded his arms across his chest, and I couldn’t help but notice the tattoos he had scrawled in massive, intricate cursivelettering across the back of both forearms. One read:ride wild. The other:roam free.
Oh, god.
Why did he have to be so hot?
“Um, okay. Could I have a word? In private?”
“About?”
“Your father.”
I watched as those hazel-blue eyes went cold—instantly.
“I don’t have one of those.”
Alright. So, things between father and son were bad. Worse than bad.
I pressed on anyway.
“Ed is dying.”
Sully—Mustang—didn’t even flinch.
Our evolving exchange made it easier for me to ignore how attractive I found him. I hoped there was a small chance I could get through to him, somehow.
I took a step closer to the bar and explained, “My name is Tess. I’m Ed’s hospice nurse. I just came from his house and…” I lost my words for a second, intimidated by the icebergs his eyes had become. “Look, it’s very obvious your relationship is broken, but I thought you should know. You should at least know that he’s dying.”
“Now I know.”
It was all he said.
Stubbornly, I asked, “Do you think, maybe—?”
“No,” he interrupted, clearly not interested in anything I had to say in relation to his father.
I thought about the sad look in Ed’s eyes as I stared into his son’s cold ones—cold at the thought of his father, but vibrant when he first looked at me. I wondered what caused the giant chasm between them, but it wasn’t my place to pry. I wanted to try to help them, but I knew some things couldn’t be fixed.
Still, I gave it one last shot.
“My next visit is scheduled for Friday night around ten. I understand it’s been a long time. If you change your mind and you want to stop by, I’ll be there. You won’t have to do it alone.”
“Like I said—I don’t have a father.”
“Right,” I murmured with a nod. “Okay. Okay…”
I turned on my heel and started for the door.