Page 44 of Rust and Stardust

Beau nodded, his gaze unwavering. “Very.”

His words sent a shiver down my spine again, my cock somehow harder than before. I cupped his face in my hands, kissing him deeply. As our lips moved together, I gently guided him towards the bed. The back of his knees hit the mattress, and he sat down, pulling me with him.

I broke the kiss, trailing my lips down his neck. “We'll take it slow,” I murmured against his skin. “Tell me if you want to stop at any point. The first time could be a little… uncomfortable.”

Beau's hands roamed my back, his fingers tracing the contours of my muscles. “I trust you,” he whispered again.

Those words both thrilled and pained me. I pushed the guilt aside though, focusing instead on making this experience as pleasurable as possible for Beau. If it was going to be his first time, I’d rather it was me taking care of him than some stranger who might hurt him. I kissed my way down his chest, savoring the taste of his skin, the slight saltiness from our earlier activities still lingering.

When I reached the waistband of his jeans, I looked up, meeting his eyes. Beau nodded, lifting his hips to help me slide them off. His cock sprang free, already hard and leaking. I couldn't resist running my tongue along the length of it, relishing in the soft moan that escaped Beau's lips. The taste of his pre-cum burst over my tongue and I groaned in pleasure.

“Lucas,” he breathed, his fingers tangling in my hair.

I took him into my mouth, sucking gently as I worked him with my tongue. Beau's hips bucked involuntarily, and I had to place a steadying hand on his thigh to keep him from rushing things. Just because tonight was his first time didn’t mean we were going to fly through it. No, this was going to be a lesson in beautiful, blissful torture. It was what he deserved, someone worshipping that beautiful body and cock of his like the wonderful man he was.

I savored every inch of my cowboy, taking my time as I workedhim with my mouth and hands. His quiet moans and gasps filled the room, each sound sending a thrill through me. I could feel him trembling beneath my touch, his muscles taut with anticipation and desire. And yet he was holding back so much, trying to keep himself quiet so as not to alert anyone else in the old creaky farmhouse.

“Lucas,” he breathed, tugging gently at my hair. “Please... I need more.”

I pulled away, kissing my way back up his body until our lips met once more. As we kissed, I reached for the bedside table, fumbling in the drawer for the lube I knew Beau must keep there. My fingers closed around the small bottle, and I pulled back slightly.

“You sure about this, cowboy?” I asked one last time, searching his eyes.

Beau nodded, his blue eyes dark with desire. “Stop askin’ me that,” he growled. “I need you to fuck me.”

“Want me to use a condom?”

The cowboy blushed deeply, turning his gaze away from me. “Seems a bit silly now, don’t it? After what I did to you earlier.”

“I’m tested and negative across the board if you’re worried.”

Beau looked suddenly worried. “I… I haven’t been tested lately.”

I lifted an eyebrow. “When’s the last time you had sex with someone that wasn’t me?”

His eyes searched mine for a moment, his blush deepening. “Uh… sophomore year of high school. So… ten years ago.”

“Good god!” I laughed, covering my mouth to keep my voice down. “I’m sure you’re fine then. But was it really that bad?”

“First and last time I ever did anything with a woman. Been too scared to try it with a man.”

“Wait… was I your first experience with a guy?!”

He nodded shyly and my heart leaped into my throat. I was suddenly extremely self-conscious and kinda turned on at the same time. I’d practically pushed him into the backseat of his truck and sucked him off the second time we’d met. What a crazy first experience to have! If I’d have known, I might’ve taken things abit slower.

“It was perfect,” he whispered, reaching up and cupping my cheek as if he could read my thoughts. “I’ll never forget it.”

“Christ, Beau…” I muttered. “You’re making this so hard…”

“Well, if it’s hard,” he winked. “Then I guess we’re halfway there, huh?”

The look in his eyes set my chest ablaze. As soon as I had that lube bottle in my hand, I was stripping my own clothes off and tossing them to the ground. Reaching down, I took him by the hand and switched places with him, lying down on the bed. He stood there for a moment looking confused.

“You’re going to ride me,” I said, pouring a generous helping of lube onto my cock. “If this is your first time, I want you to be in control so you can take your time. Don’t rush it and don’t force it. Just find what feels good and don’t worry about me.”

“But… I want you to enjoy it too.”

“Beau,” I said firmly. “It’s gonna take every ounce of my concentration to stop myself from cumming the moment I slip inside you. Believe me, I’ll enjoy it.”

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