Lily digs through the pile of gears I’ve set out for her. She stops to wipe her brow. “Everything okay?” she asks.
“Yep.” I take the box she’s filled and set it in the back of the truck.
“You haven’t been in to the shop much,” she continues.
I glance around the yard. “There’s a lot to do around here.”
Her gaze follows mine. “Yeah, I guess. Do you need help? ‘Cause you know I can have Kelsie watch the store so I can spend some time out here. Or maybe Jackson could …”
I cut her off. “Nothing I can’t handle.”
She picks up the last gear, looking it over. She’s making a bunch of our popular gear lamps for the charity run that’s coming up soon. “I guess I’ve just missed you. Now that things have settled down a bit, I thought we’d get to hang out more.”
“We’re hanging out now, aren’t we?”
She gives me a shy smile. “You’re right.”
“I’m going to go in and grab a beer. You want something?”
“Do you have lemonade?”
“Always. Just for you.”
This makes her smile. There. Much better. Lily is one of my favorite people, and I hate it when there’s no smile on her face. She’s the sweetest woman I’ve ever met. I don’t know that I’d still be here if it wasn’t for her. She was the first person since my mother who seemed to understand me.
After grabbing our drinks, I take a quick peek downstairs. Lizzie’s been quiet today, which is good, I guess. Lily will more than likely come in to wash her hands before she leaves.
When I get outside, she’s sitting on the back of the truck, waiting for me. “Thanks.” She takes the glass of lemonade from my hand.
I jump up and sit beside her.
Besides digging through junk and creating, this is how we like to spend our time together. We can sit for hours and not say a word to each other. She’s a safe person to share space with.
“Jesse said you were making jokes the other night.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah.”
I shrug, bringing my bottle to my lips.
We sit for several long minutes, and I sense her wheels still turning. “She said it wasn’t like you.”
“To make jokes?”
Her brows pull together, wrinkling her forehead. “You all make jokes. I guess it was just what you were joking about that confused her. Are you lonely? Because there’s this new woman in town …”
I shake my head. “I’m not lonely, Lil. Stop.”
“I just want to see you happy.”
Tapping the cap on the tailgate, I look for something to aim for. When I find an empty whiskey bottle sitting across from me on the hood of an old El Camino, I place the cap between mythumb and middle finger, snapping it. It flies from my hand, hitting my target with a loud shatter.
Lily jumps.
“I am happy.” I stretch my arms wide. “This is the life of my dreams.”
“Well, I already invited her to the fundraiser at the warehouse.”