Chapter Six
Amoris
On Tuesday,after Emma left, I couldn’t find my cool and kept pacing my cage. My mate roamed somewhere out there, and I couldn’t do anything about it, couldn’t even tell her she was mine. With her good looks, I was pretty sure every asshole hit on her. She’d smile all coy and shy for them while giving me the middle finger. Which, of course, I deserved, seeing as I held my asshole card close to my heart.
Wednesday came, and I did the same, paced around, anticipating Thursday until they brought me two sets of virgins. I gently refused set one, and for the second set, I simply assumed my battle form. That chased them away, but not before one poor girl peed on my floor. John and Adam filled me with tranquilizers and put me in the cube. I thought Emma would come. But no, they’d done it for fun. Great going, Amoris, you really needed that.
Thursday came, but Emma didn’t. They didn’t even put me in the cube. My new guard, John, brought me breakfast, lunch, and dinner, all of which I refused. Told the new fucker I wouldn’t eat until someone came in here and started tidying this shit up. It killed me I couldn’t ask about her. Where the hell was she? I sure hoped she hadn’t decided on quitting her job here, or I’d go mad.
So, now, on Friday morning, I woke up inhaling the urine stench. After my morning workout and a shower, I sat on the chair and looked around. Dust everywhere, dirty floors, a day’s worth of food on my table. I glanced at covered plates, salivating but refusing to eat despite my stomach’s protest. Fuck Tom. He could kiss my ass.
I pressed my elbows on my knees and cupped my face. Images of Emma assaulted me. I’d never seen a woman more beautiful than her. I imagined our little red-haired beasts running around… this cage. It was enough to remind me why I embraced self-pity and not hope for a family.
The doors slid open, and John came in. I glanced at him, and he gave me a slight nod before reaching the table to put my breakfast tray down. No space on the table. He stood there holding the tray and probably wondering what to do with it. Adam always came in armed and, on my bad days, slid the tray through the small opening in the door. John kept coming in here unarmed, and it was definitely one of my bad days. “Are you stupid or suicidal?”
“Eat your food, princess. After you’re finished, I’ll shackle you. Can’t have you going beasty around here.”
A smile tugged my lips, but I held it back. “Is this place gonna get some cleaning love, or do I have to do it myself?”
“Princess can’t work. Poor you.” He kept the tray, just stood there waiting.
“Careful,” I warned.
John shook his head. “You don’t scare me, princess.”
I stood and flexed my claws. “No?”
“Sit your ass down. I’m not looking for trouble.” His gray eyes locked with mine.
I took it as a challenge. My stomach cheered loudly. Mmmm, guy would make a fresh meal. Lotta meat on him. I paused when I heard soft footsteps and turned up my nose. I wiggled it. Not Emma. Next thing I knew, there was a human boy child inside my quarters.
“Hey, man. How’s it going?” he said. “I took over Emma’s shift here.” The boy’s eyes kept to the floor, and he stood there by the door with Emma’s supply caddy in front of him. “Right, John?” he asked.
John cleared his throat and put the new tray on top of the old trays, and he fucking better hope it didn’t tip and make more of a mess on my dirty floor. But hey, at least the kid would get this place back in order. I sat back down, finished with measuring my dick against John’s. Mine was bigger, of course. Literally and figuratively. John was suicidal.
The kid fidgeted, then finally gave in to his curiosity. He lifted his eyes to me, and I winked at him. “Hey, little man.” I wasn’t an asshole to kids, though I knew that a decade from now, this boy could very well be my next watcher. For now, he was just a little man with blond hair and expressive blue eyes as clear as Tineya’s seas. A looker, this one. “What’s your name?”
“Cole,” he said, his jaw slackening as he took a good look at me. “You look like red-eye Vice.”
I sat up straight and opened my mouth to ask about my brother, but John put a hand over my mouth and a knife to my throat. I froze, not because I feared he’d cut me, but because I smelled something, something I hadn’t smelled in years. A beast female. His hands smelled of a beast female. I sniffed again, not believing my nose.
“Boy, I fucking told you to take it easy,” John said to Cole.
“I ain’t scared of the beasts. They ain’t gonna hurt me. I’m small.”
“Keep to the chair, princess, don’t make me hurt you,” John said and stepped back to lean against the wall.
I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest, thinking. Had they captured a beast female? The scent smelled familiar, so I definitely knew the female, but it’d been so long since I’d scented a beast, I couldn’t quite identify her.
The boy was clearing off my table. I wanted the chatty kid to talk more, specifically about my brother Vice. “So, you know Vice?” I kept an eye on John, who didn’t seem to mind my asking. Suicidal and stupid.
“Mm-hm,” Cole said. “Seen him back in my old community. Torrent too.”
I hooked my thumb and pointed, then asked John. “Who is this kid?” John, whom I’d start calling a statue from today onward, said nothing, only watched my every move and let the kid chatter on.
“Something’s wrong with the voice over the camera feed,” John said.
Huh. So the conversations recording was temporarily disabled or rigged. Strange motherfucker, this John guy. I didn’t know what to make of him, and that put me on edge.