Was it stupid of me to do what I was going to?Maybe.
But my body almost acted on its own, leaning toward Chast, toward his parted lips that nearly called my name. It felt like the right thing to do. He never kissed me, so maybe this intimate moment wasit.
For once, I went for it, and—
“My,” he blurted out smiling, widening his eyes. He pulled away before our lips could meet, and I felt the dizzying sense of dread run down my shoulders.Fuck! Of course he doesn’t want to kiss me. What the hell was I thinking?!“Takin’ advantage of me like that... In a moment of vulnerability?”
Darting my eyes around to prevent locking them with his, I quickly turned my back to him again and became overwhelmed by sheer panic. He said he wanted things to stay how they were. Those were his own words, so why was I stupid enough to try and dothat?! “I-I’m really sorry, I—”
Choking on my inhale, I froze as Chast pressed himself against my back and wrapped his arms around my torso, slowly running his hand over my crotch.
“You should be,” he whispered into my ear, fueling the tornado inside my chest even more, only this time with a burning heat. “What kind of a person would get turned on by somethin’ so horrible?”
Even though I knew he was teasing, my cheeks pulsed with shame.
“No, it wasn’t because of—! I’m not getting—”
“Are you not?” he asked, stroking me over the pants—already able to feel his answer. The familiar, cocky huskiness was back to his tone, riling me up even more. “Mhmm, then maybe you just really enjoyed the massage. Did it help?”
He’s so close. Oh god, he’s so close I can smell his skin.
I nodded, sucking in my lip to prevent the moans gathering up in my chest to escape. “Yeah.” I quickly became unable to focus on anything but his hands, and the warmth they brought. Shamelessly, I leaned my head against him, completely surrendering to Chast with my eyes closed. “You don’t have to,” I mumbled, against my better judgment.
“I know,” he purred into my ear.
The moment he stopped, I looked around in panic, wondering if he came to his senses. He did get up, but instead of walking away, he grabbed my knees and shifted me on the couch so that I sat leaning on my back while he situated himself on the ground between my legs. I couldn’t catch my breath or think—all I saw was his face, twisted into that devilish, lustful expression. His eyes seeped into me while his hands unbuttoned my pants.
“Ready ‘n loaded I see,” Chast noted, clicking his tongue. When my cock sprung out of the boxers, I groaned in relief.
Everything felt intense but unreal at the same time.Am I at home, having a wet dream?
“Wh... What are you—?” Blinking, I forced myself to focus on Chast again as he took me firmly into his hand and leaned forward, resting his elbows beside my thighs.
There’s no way he would—
The diabolical grin translated all the way to his deep, dark eyes. “Givin’ you a blowjob. Do you not want me to?” I widened my eyes, but before even having the opportunity to answer, Chast ran his tongue from the base to the tip of my cock, making me squirm under him with pleasure.
Oh my god. This can’t be real.
“Huh?” He knew what he was doing. “Tell me, and I’ll stop.”
Damn you, Chast. You know all too well I don’t want you to stop.
While I dug my fingers into his arms, he kept going, kept teasing me, until he concluded I wasn’t changing my mind and took me in his mouth. The warmth and sudden pressure made my entire body tremble. It felt so damn good I wasn’t sure if I’d even last longer than a few seconds.
His beard, tickling my thigh, together with his tongue wrapping around my shaft as he worked his magic, drove me wild. How was he so good at this? I thought that before me, he only saw himself as a dude that fucks other guys sometimes.This?This was something else.
“Chast!”Oh no. No, no, no—too far, too fast.“Wait, stop! Oh god.” Thankfully, he halted just in time, and fixated his tender gaze on me. “I’m sorry for being so... I’m sorry!” I mumbled, facing away while the pressure in my body subsided.
That was close.
He smiled and carefully rubbed his thumb over the tip of my cock, dripping with precum. “You’re nineteen. It’s fine. Normal.” Every time he was gentle and understanding with me, it made me almost paranoid. I couldn’t understandhowI deserved something like this, or why he would inconvenience himself for me so much. “You gotta learn to take your time with it.”
Leaning down again, Chast danced with his tongue around the tip. Every now and then, he briefly sucked it between his lips and then let go, while slowly stroking me.
“Let the urge rise and grow.”Oh, it’s growing.Arching my back, I hung my head over the back of the couch, sinking into it, sinking into Chast, his voice, his touch, the hot, wet insides of his mouth.
“Fuck...!”