Page 31 of It's Only Make Believe

“The bedroom is the second door on the left,” she says, pointing back out into the hallway we have just left. “I won’t be a minute.”

She opens the door opposite the living room door, and I see a glimpse of a small but neat kitchen before I head to the door she mentioned. I hear the tap run and I figure she’s having a drink of water or something. I open her bedroom door and go inside.

It’s very different to my room. While I hesitate to use the word messy, there is certainly a lot of clutter. I look around and confirm it’s definitely not messy. It’s her makeup and hair and skin products and all that kind of thing, but the fact they are all on display just looks like clutter to me.

Again, the room is very clean though and other than the messy dressing table, everything else is neat enough. Her bed is made nicely and beside it is a bedside cabinet with a book with a book mark sticking out of it. I glance down at the book title, expecting something romantic and girly. I grin at how wrong I am. She’s reading the latest Stephen King book and judging by where her bookmark is, she’s pretty far in.

I stop thinking about Louisa’s partially read book or her cluttered dressing table when she walks into the room. She isn’t messing about. She closes the door and as she walks towards me, she pulls her dress off over her head and throws it on the ground. Her bra and panties follow, and I take the hint and get up and take my t shirt off. Before I can start on my jeans, Louisa is there,and she undoes my button and my zipper and pushes the jeans down. I get my feet out of them when they fall down around my ankles and kick them away and then Louisa pushes me back down on the bed and gets on herself, straddling me. I scoot back a bit, and she follows and then she sits astride me, her already wet pussy on my rock hard cock.

She moves her hips a bit and my cock slides through her slit and I can’t wait any longer. I grab her hips ready to flip her over, but she lifts herself slightly and reaches behind her body and takes hold of my cock. I let her do her thing as she lines it up with her opening and lowers herself back down onto me, impaling herself on my cock.

She takes my full length into her and moans and then she starts to move up and down on me. She moves slowly, teasing and tantalizing me. She is lovely and tight and every now and again, she tightens her pussy further, flexing the muscles there and enveloping me in an even tighter glove of warmth and wetness.

She glides up and down me and then she ups the pace, and I watch her, mesmerized, as her small breasts bounce up and down in time with her movements. She comes up and moves back down, but this time, instead of taking my full length, she concentrates her movements on the tip of my cock, using it to tease us both. I know I’m rubbing on her g spot by the way she bares down for a moment before she relaxes once more, and although I want to plunge all the way inside of her again, I must admit what she is doing feels good. There is no reprieve from the sensation of pleasure she is bringing to me as she moves faster again.

She throws her head back and I can see the tendons standing out in her neck as she comes hard. She is still doing her little up and down movement as she comes and I feel her pussy twitchingaround me and it is almost too much to take, but I hold myself back from coming. I don’t want this to be over yet.

Louisa’s head comes back up and she bites on her lower lip and smiles at me. Her face and chest are pink, and her eyes are wide, and she looks so damned delicious. I reach for her hips and take them in my hands and as I do, she pushes herself all of the way down, taking me fully inside of her again.

I’m unleashed and I keep a grip on her hips, using my hands to move her up and down on me. When I can’t take it any longer, I push all of the way inside of her and hold her still on me and I come hard. I make an animalistic sounding growling noise as I come, and I see a shudder of pleasure go through Louisa as I do it. I spurt into her, enjoying the pleasure that shoots through my cock and balls and into my stomach and then I slip out of her.

She smiles down at me again and then she climbs off me and lays down beside me. I remain on my back and Louisa lays on her side facing me. I put my arm out and she rests her head on my shoulder, and I wrap my arm around her shoulders. She puts her hand flat on my stomach and traces a little circle shape with one finger nail.

We lay like that for a time, content and sated and getting our breaths back. I could happily lay here all night, but I know I have to respect Louisa’s boundaries and if she doesn’t want to spend the night with me, I won’t force myself onto her.

“Do you want me to go?” I ask.

She shakes her head.

“No,” she says, snuggling closer to me.

I’m confused now. I really thought she wanted to leave my place because she wasn’t sure how she felt about us being together, but she seems happy enough for us to be together here. God does my apartment have some sort of smell or something like that? Something I haven’t noticed that has given Louisa theick? I feel as she’s reading my thoughts as she speaks up without any further prompting from me.

“I didn’t really want to leave your place, but I needed to come home and take my birth control pill,” she says.

I relax and let out a soft laugh. So, she never wanted to get away from me then. Now I’m even more glad I didn’t let her get a cab. I would have spent the whole night thinking she didn’t want this when really, she just doesn’t want to get pregnant the first time she sleeps with me.

“I think maybe you should keep it in your purse from now on,” I say.

“Deal,” Louisa agrees.

Chapter

Twenty-Three

TIA

Iknow I should end this thing with Luke before it goes any further. Nothing has changed with our situation since I kissed him. I’m still lying to him about my identity, and I still can’t come clean yet about who I really am. The thing is, I don’t want to end things between us. I want Luke so much physically and I know I’m definitely falling for him in more ways than just that way. Every time we kiss or fuck or even just hold each other, I can feel myself getting a little bit more attached to him, and I push my doubts further to the back of my mind to be dealt with later. What else can I do? I can’t lose him, and I can’t come clean, so that’s the only option I really have left.

Yesterday at work, Luke sent for me to come to his office, and I thought for a moment I was in trouble, but he said he just wanted to see me. We kissed and he made me come with his fingers. It felt so naughty but so right at the same time and I have decided that I’m just going to focus on the feeling right part from now on. I will take each day as it comes and when I can tell Lukewho I really am, then I will do it, and I will try and make him understand why I had to do this. And if he is so angry he doesn’t want us to be together anymore then at least we will have had these seven weeks together.

Today is Saturday and Luke is picking me up soon. I’m not sure where we will be going – he just said he was going to show me the sights of Chicago. I almost slipped up when he asked where I wanted to go and I said I didn’t know the city that well at all and that I wanted to see all of the major sights so he could choose one, but I quickly clarified that although I grew up in Chicago, I was mostly at school and then on the holidays, we would go off to other places. That’s pretty much what Louisa did do, and she probably doesn’t know Chicago’s sights any better than I do. He didn’t seem to think it was strange so I must have covered myself well enough.

Because I have no idea where we will be going, or what we will be doing, I have dressed in jeans, sneakers, and a checky shirt. I have made a bit of an effort with my hair and makeup so I look half decent, but I have settled on comfort for my outfit in case we have lots of walking to do. I don’t want to be that high maintenance girl wobbling around in heels she can’t really walk in.

Luke texts me to let me know he’s leaving to pick me up, and I decide to go downstairs and wait for him. It’s a warm enough day and it seems silly waiting for him to come up just for us both to leave straight away. I head for the door and grab my purse and check that I have everything I need. Wallet. Check. Cell phone. Check. Tissues. Check. Lip gloss. Check. Hair brush. Check. Oh, and my birth control pills. Check. I am good to go.

I take my keys from their hook by the door and choose a red belted coat to wear. I put the coat on and leave the apartment, locking the door behind me. I go downstairs and out of the maindoor and stand by the curb waiting for Luke. I don’t have long to wait, and he pulls up beside me and I get into the car.

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