I smack his shoulder and then pull away. I can’t help chuckling though. He’s so damn cute. I mean, really. Who would have thought that this big, rich, powerful man could be adorable. “You’re such a liar.”
He grins at me and then lowers his lips to mine, making me swoon slightly. The way he kisses me, so softly, before licking into my mouth, making me shake with need. It’s not even because I want him to fuck me. No, his touch makes me needy for so many things. Things I’m not sure I’m allowed to dream about. Not with him.
Oh, who am I kidding. I dream about it all the live long day.
I pull away after a few long minutes of kissing and I stare up into his hooded eyes. “I want you to fuck me.”
His fingers clutch me tighter. “Yeah? I can try…”
“Yeah, try. Please try. I want it. I don’t care if you have no clue what you’re doing…it’ll be special. And it will feel so damn good.”
His cheeks darken and then a second later, I’m in his arms, my legs wrapped around his waist as he carries me to the bedroom.
“Just tell me what to do so its good for you,” he says as he drops me onto his bed and pulls my pants from my legs. He tosses them to the side and then grabs onto my boxers, pulling them slowly down my thighs. My cock slaps against my stomach and I grab onto it, the idea of him being inside of me soon making me tremble in excitement.
I’ve wanted this from the very first day.
I’ve wanted him.
“Do you want to record this?” he asks and I shake my head.
I should. I know that I should. My viewers would die watching Heath fuck me for the first time, but the thought of doing that doesn’t sit right with me. I don’t waste any more time thinking about why that is though. Trying to play it off, I just shake my head again. “Next time. Next time we can do that. But the first time, I want it to be just us.”
He grins softly at me and points at my shirt. “Take that off.”
I’m glad that he doesn’t question me for not wanting to record this. I don’t want to talk right now. I just want to get him inside of me. I want to feel connected to him in that way, in a way I’ve probably never truly felt before him. “You don’t have to tell me twice.”
I nearly rip it getting it over my head and then throw it sideways, watching it land on the bathroom door handle. I gasp and Heath chuckles.
“I achieved the impossible.”
“You did,” he says with a smile as he slides his pants down his legs and I swallow, feeling my cock jump between my legs as I take him in. I think he’s talking about something else entirely now. And I’m about to ask what that might be, but then he’s on top of me, his lips trailing up my neck and making me shiver.
Right. No talking about feelings and other shit right now. I want to just focus on us, on the way I’m feeling, the way I’m making him feel. When our mouths meet and he slides his tongue inside, I’m groaning like the biggest whore. And it’s not even pretend. I feel each moan. They collect in the nerves of my spine, making me arch up into him, wanting—no, needing more.
“I prepped,” I say when our lips part for just a second. “I’m ready.”
“Condom?” he asks and I shake my head before nodding.
“Whatever you want. I’m negative on all tests.”
“Same.”
The idea of him inside of me bare is almost too much for my brain. It threatens to implode at the thought of the way he’ll leak out of me after. “Oh fuck. Then fuck me raw, Heath. I want to feel you empty yourself inside me.”
He kisses me deeply once more as my legs curl up into my chest, exposing myself to him. His first time with a man and he’swith me.
I’m the luckiest.
I can’t believe it. This shit never happens to me. Maybe my luck is changing though. It seems to. I have Heath, don’t I?
“I’m ready.Soready,” I breathe as he sits up slightly, slotting his cock at my wet hole and then letting out a deep breath. His eyes are pinging from where our bodies connect to my face.
“You sure?”
I nod so quickly, my head hurts. “Yes. Yes, if you want it, I want it.”
“Okay,” he says, wetting his lips.