Page 111 of Knot Happening

Eventually the low simmer turns into a blazing heat, with their scents all around me… I’m doing my best to hold in my whimpers, but no one touches me. After what must be an hour, I’m sure they’re all actually asleep now…

Hayden is lying on his back now, looking like an angel in his sleep. Carefully, slowly, I lean closer to him. My lips are only an inch from his ear when I whisper to him, certain he’s sleeping, and won’t hear me.

“Fuck me until I come…” I pull away, keeping my eyes on him, as I rest my head back on my pillow.

“Fuuuck,” he groans, reaching for me with his warm, big hands. Hayden cups my cheek, big blue eyes meeting mine, as he leans into me. “Kiss me first, Tatum. Tell me with your heart the words you’ve been too scared to say… Let me feel it through your body…”

I don’t hesitate, I just kiss him. Fireworks explode in my chest, as a swarm of butterflies tickle my belly. His lips are warm and taste like him, and every moment I’ve thought of kissing him never compared to this feeling. To having the boy I once loved, now the Alpha I can’t imagine life without, kiss me again. My scent blooms, telling him the things I couldn’t before.

That I need him. That I want him…

“I love you,” I gasp, pulling away from the kiss so I can say it. Say the words fighting to free themselves from my chest before it's too late. “I love you so fucking much, Hayden. I need you.” I’m trying not to wake the others, but I’m so desperate to have Hayden in my arms, that I’m frantically reaching for him.

“I love you, too, Starlight. With every breath in my lungs and beat in my heart. You’re the only girl I’ve ever loved.” Hayden’s words slam into my soul, and my need for him only gets stronger.

The others’ sleep be damned, I climb on top of Hayden, kneeing Declan’s thigh as I straddle my first love. With a feral need, I’m kissing and nipping his bare skin, working from his neck, down his chest. I want to bite him. To sink my teeth into his neck and claim him as mine…

I lean back and rip the night dress off my body, revealing my naked form to him. He groans, looking up at me with stars in his eyes. I bite my lip, nervous now, but…it’s Hayden.

He loves me.

“Fuck me…” Easton grunts, I can tell he’s sitting up, but I don’t take my eyes off Hayden.

Appreciative grunts from the other two Alphas lets me know we’ve got a full audience. They're mine, too. I want them to see me.

“You look so incredible, Tatum… God, I’m going to come before you even touch me,” he grunts, a shy smile on his lips. “It’s been a while,” he adds, making me nibble my lip.

“I’ve only had sex with Easton, since you.” I admit, feeling shy. Hayden grins at me like I just hung the moon for him, before sparing a quick glance in Easton’s direction.

“I wouldn’t be mad if you did,” Hayden flips us abruptly, and I squeak as my back hits the bed. Watching him pull his boxers down has me blushing, and I look down at his cock as it springs free.

Jesus.

“Do you want me to fuck you, Omega?” he leans in, murmuring. “Do you want me to make love to you, Starlight?”

“Fuck, yes, please…please… I want your knot…” I’m begging… Huh. It’s not so bad… “Please fuck me Hayden…”

“Knotting you could trigger your heat…or we could all take our time giving you what you need before you give into the heat fog?” Hayden explains, and I nod eagerly.

“Fuck, yes,” Kodiak grunts.

Easton’s brownie-scented slick fills the air, and he whines. I glance up and then reach for him. Kodiak knows what we both need.

He sits, moving so he can pull East into his lap. East reaches for my hand, and we lace our fingers. I look back up at Hayden and whimper. I need him inside me…

“Please,” I whine again.

“Fuck, Starlight.” His cock twitches, and he reaches down, grabbing his shaft, before lining his tip up to my slick center. I’m so fucking wet with slick that he slides in easily until the thickness of his shaft stretches me wide, and I whimper.

My back arches, and I reach for Hayden’s shoulder with my free hand, my legs rising to wrap around his waist.

“So tight, Omega. Fuck,” Hayden curses as Declan turns my chin to him. I smile as he kisses me, biting my lip gently. Hayden thrusts forward, fully inside me except for his knot. I moan, back arching.

Declan leans back, watching my body with desire, his scent stronger after our kiss.

Hayden presses his thumb to my clit, and I gasp loudly.

“Oh, fuck, so good…”

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