I was hers.
Kiss slid beneath the blanket and sheet. “Hold me, Blue.”
Forever.
I finished undressing, snapped off the light, and climbed beneath the covers. I slid in close behind her, fitting her ass snuggly against me.
“I love you,” I said, draping my arm over her. I held her flush against me, getting drunk on a cocktail of anxiety and adrenaline.
Today had been one fuck after another for her. The last thing I wanted to do was fuck her up more by experimenting on my ability to follow through. In a state of flux, my cock stretched, and my balls were heavy. All I wanted was to be who she needed. “Can I take you to your meeting?”
“Yes,” she whispered, threading her fingers with mine. Her breathing slowed, and she became pliant in my arms. “Blue?”
“Yeah, baby?”
“Don’t let my being asleep stop you.” Her voice was whisper quiet in the room. “Something inside you won’t let you be vulnerable. He did that to you.” She ran her finger over my healing knuckles. “I love you, and I want you, even if I’m asleep.”
I closed my eyes, breathed in the scent of her, rocked my pelvis, and ground my dick against the taut muscle of her buttocks. “I’m afraid I’ll go soft once I’m inside you.”
“You’ll still be inside me.”
Silence blanketed us in the moment. Our breaths echoed in the room. My chest cracked from the pressureof my heart pounding to break free of the dark twisted cage holding it hostage.
I didn’t want to be trapped in my own head anymore. I wanted to try. She was right, even soft I’d still be inside her.
My hand rested on her abdomen, and her belly quivered beneath my fingertips. Fire slipped through my veins. Could she feel the tremble in my fingers as I traced the seam of her pussy, parted her lips, and softly grazed her clit?
Slippery wetness coated my finger as I rimmed her opening and screwed deep inside her. Nothing was softer than the silken flesh between her legs. When she arched into me, I gently sucked her neck, tasting the sweet and slightly salty sweat from her flesh. Like the ocean, she was wild and wet. I could drown in her, and I could crash against the rocks with her.
Doubling up, I fucked her with two fingers. We connected from neck to toes, the illegal curves of her body fit perfectly against the hard lines of mine. Every breathy sigh from her lips burned into me. But fuck, I’d branded my needs into her.
Instead of clutching me, she curled her hands into the pillow. Her pussy quivered against my fingers, creaming, and sucking me in. She pulled the pillow to her face and bit into the cotton as a low, muffled moan made its way past her lips.
My breath came hard and fast. Electricity scorched through me. I’d never been this fucking hard or wanted anything more than to slide my cock inside her. My chest ached from the pounding of my heart. Every nerve sizzled. My gut clenched, and I fought to swallow past the rising lump in my throat.
“Kiss?” Even I heard the trace of panic in my whispered word.
She lifted her leg, draped it over my hip, and split her thighs for me.
I wedged my arm between us, gripped the base of my dick, notched her opening, and dampened the dome with her juices.
“I love you,” she said on a breath.
Something inside me broke, sending a warm rush of energy through my body. I was where I was supposed to be. She was mine, and all I wanted was to be hers. My cock was still stiff in my hand. Inhaling the lingering scent of her perfume, I focused on her.
Her slit widened as I pushed in, and warm wetness surrounded the head. Inching in a fraction deeper, her silken inner muscles softened and gloved to my shaft. She sucked in a breath, and I forgot how to breathe.
“I love you, baby.” I glided deeper, stretching her, feeling those soft muscles tighten around me. I buried the length of my cock in her pussy and pulled her tightly to my chest.
She didn’t grip me, initiate more, or whisper words of what she needed, recognizing I had no fucking clue what my hard and soft limits were. She was with me in this moment as much as I was with her. I simply basked in the euphoria of being inside her. With my eyes closed, tears slipped onto my cheeks.
“Oh my god, Blue.” Inner tissues fluttered as I withdrew, then glided back in. Slow and steady, I pumped into her, and her hot, moist walls caressed the sensitive skin of my cock.
I ground deeper, hitting the top of her cervix, and a shearing ripple of energy volted from my cock, down my legs, and into my toes. Nothing had ever felt as goodas being inside Kiss. I angled my pelvis and penetrated deeper. It was a slow sensual fuck, nothing rushed, relishing the feel of holding her as she writhed in my arms.
Juices flooded her channel, soaked my cock, and dripped onto my balls.
Only whispered moans filled the space between us. Neither of us spoke, the connection too poignant for words. I continued to slide my cock in and out of her, building intensity, thrusting as I covered her breast with my palm and rolled her nipple between my fingertips.