Page 18 of Dangerous Allure

Between the events of the weekend and Jacob Lee, I’ve been terrified of being caught. I still can’t believe Caspian was the one who threw the party. That he made me cum willingly.Fuck.We killed that poor girl. I was so far gone chasing the high of Caspian and what he was doing to my body that I didn't care that she was struggling beneath me. I didn’t give a fuck about anything in that moment other than the pleasure my body felt with his hands on me.

I thought Mav was the only person that could light me up, bring me to heights I never thought possible, but then the pullCaspian and I have is unfiltered.Too bad he will never know it was me.

That I was the girl beneath the leather, chains and face paint. He will never know that he made me cum so hard on his fingers. That alone makes me sad. I wanted to scream his name and have him take me somewhere to be alone and worship me like he worshiped my pussy, but as fast as the high came is as fast as it went.

I’m not sure what happened after we both realized she was dead because I fled the room and he didn't chase after. I guess that’s a good thing considering I was low key afraid he was going to threaten me to keep quiet, or kill me for what I did, but none of that happened. I flew back to my room, showered and went to bed only to wake up moments later to Jacob between my legs. I tried to keep it together and not cry, but the tears came out only for him to slap me and force me to be a good girl.

He was so angry at me for crying and not explaining why. Then he saw the mark he left on my head from the day he slammed me against the bathroom door. I’m lucky to not have hand prints on my throat from him choking me because of it.

Thankfully our trip was cut short. He had to attend a meeting with his father so I was stuck home with Stan, luckily he and my mother were too high to notice my presence and I was left alone.

Coming to school, I thought I'd have a good day considering it’s my eighteenth birthday, and it was a great morning, until it wasn’t. Jacob was pissed at me because he found out that Mr. Rosenberg gave me a lift with an attached contract in which I declined. I’m not sure if he’s mad about the ride or the fact that I declined. That's when Braxton came in and saved the day.

Watching him hurt Jacob Lee made my panties wet but I know I’ll pay for it dearly before the day is over. So, for the time being, I’ll bask in the freedom Braxton granted me, even if it's just a few hours.

We pull into a little run down diner, the big glowing red sign spelling ‘Lucy’s’ above the building. It looks like it was built in the fifties and not a single thing haschanged. He puts the car in park and turns to me.

“This isn’t our final destination. I wanna grab our food and take you on an adventure, but we need to eat first. I figured it's such a nice day that we could eat outdoors. You good with that?” He asks and I nod.

“So good with that. What is the best thing on their menu?” I ask as he smiles wide.

“They have the best burgers and milkshakes in town.” He says and my stomach growls.

“I would like a bacon cheeseburger, medium–well, with a side of fries and a strawberry milkshake.” I say as his eyes light up.

“You got it, Lil Mama. I’ll be back in a few.” He says, climbing out of the car. I wonder where he wants to go next. This little adventure of his has me intrigued. I never get to just have fun and be myself. Everything is always fake smiles andlies, but with him, I can actually be myself. There’s just something about them all that I naturally gravitate towards. I'm not sure what it is, or what it means, but I need to figure it out before I get hurt. I don’t mean emotionally, but physically and not by any of them, but from my impending future.

Some days I think I won’t make it past twenty-one, that I’ll never be able to have kids, or be in a loving relationship. I’ll either die from the abuse or trying to save myself. My days are numbered and I’m praying that I can get myself out of here unscathed before my time runs out.

The car door opening takes me out of my thoughts and I wipe the lone tear that is falling down my cheek. He hands me the bag of food and the shakes.

“This smells so good.” I say, wanting to rip the bag open and dig in. He starts up the car and goes to put it in reverse but thenstops to tuck a curl behind my ear. I blush at his actions causing him to smirk.

We pull out of the parking lot and get back on the road. Feeling my phone vibrate in the bag against my ankle sends a knot straight to my chest, diminishing the happiness I was feeling only moments ago. I reach down to unzip my bag but he grabs my wrist.

“Whoever it is can wait. I want you to enjoy yourself. When you’re with me, no phones, just each other.” He says and I nod, trying to find that happy place again but I know I’m fucked. I know what’s to come and I’m terrified.

He grabs my hand giving it a squeeze as he turns down a dirt road. He slowly drives up the hill and into a clearing, parking almost to the edge of the cliff.

“Holy shit.” I say, ripping the door open and getting out, completely forgetting about the food.

“The view is amazing. Look at all the mountains. This is incredible.” I say in awe as he looks at me.

“I know. It’s gorgeous.” He says, not taking his eyes off me. Once again a blush creeps up my face and I turn back to look at the view.

“I wonder how breathtaking the sunset is or even the night sky.” I say and he chuckles.

“One day, I’ll bring you back here if you want.” He says, grabbing the food and drinks, handing them to me. He pops the trunk and takes out a blanket, spreading it on the hood of his car. I place the food down and take a sip of the shake, moaning at how good it tastes.

“I like that sound.” He says, causing me to giggle as he cages me in. My breathing hitches as he grips my waist, lifting me onto the hood and standing between my legs. I look up at him as he takes his thumb, swiping it across the crease of my mouth only to bring it to his lips sucking the tip.

“Mmm, strawberry tastes good on you.” He groans.My heart stops for a millisecond.Jesus Christ.He steps away, opening the bag of food and handing me mine. I place my shake down along with my styrofoam container and open the lid. Taking my burger out, I sink my teeth right in taking a huge bite. He laughs as I moan yet again at the taste of the cheesy grilled meat.

“This is so fucking good.” I say with a full mouth, not giving a fuck because I’m that hungry. He laughs again before taking a bite of his burger. We sit in comfortable silence as we eat. Staring into the mountains, while the sun beats down on us.

“Thank you for this. The food and shake were incredible.” I say and he nods.

“No need to thank me. I’ll feed you any time you’re hungry Lil’ Mama.” He grins.

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