Page 13 of Just Curious

When they finally came up for air, Jackson asked, “So, this turns you on?”

Willa clamped her thigh muscles together and answered with a little moan, “I guess it does. What else did you guys do?”

Taking a deep breath, Jackson thought for a second and then answered, “I’ve never told a single person this before, but we wondered what it would feel like to have a blowjob—so we tried it out on each other. After a while I realized I didn’t have to imagine he was a girl doing it, and finally just embraced whatever this was between us. We never actually said we were bi or gay, just that we liked doing it together.”

Willa studied Jackson’s face and said, “Interesting. Did you guys ever fuck each other?”

“Not back then, no.”

“Oh! So, this relationship or whatever you have together is still going on?” Willa suddenly felt a bit less comfortable with this idea.

“No, not exactly.” He looked a little uncomfortable suddenly as well. “But later on, when we were older, we just got to be more and more curious. When we weren’t actively dating some girl, once in a while we’d… um… experiment some more. It hasn’t happened for a long time now, though, and I promise I’ve never done anything with any other guy. I couldn’t swear to it, but I doubt Casey has either.”

Willa took Jackson’s hand and looked into his eyes. “It’s nothing to be ashamed of, and I’m proud of you for being able to act on your feelings. A lot of guys aren’t brave enough to do something like that.” She paused, pressing her lips together nervously before asking, “Do you have feelings for Casey?” She steeled herself for his answer.

“Oh, well. I suppose. To be honest, I’ve always kind of had a little crush on him.” Jackson looked away and then hastened to add, “He doesn’t know it, though. I’d never tell him. We both want straight lives with women, and… um, you can probably tell how much I truly enjoy sex with you. And, well, everything with you.”

“Hmm, this is a lot to take in, and I hope I’m not getting into the middle of a relationship you ought to work on with Casey. I have to admit, though, that even though I’ve never met him, the idea ofyoufucking another man is extremely arousing. Who knew, huh?”

“It’s pretty sexy to me to hear you say that.”

Willa got a thoughtful look on her face and asked, “Well... if men weren’t supposed to be with other men, then why were they created with their G-spot up in their butts?”

Jackson’s jaw dropped momentarily and then they both laughed at the hilarity and appropriateness of her question. Finally, they calmed down and kissed each other.

“Willa? Remember when I told you I was feeling what you called ‘instalove’ for you?”

She laughed, “Yes, of course.”

“It’s the real thing now. You have to be the most perfect woman ever. I’m so head over heels gone for you; you have no idea.”

“Aw! Jackson! All it took was for me to horn-dog about your man-on-man fantasies?”

“No, though it doesn’t hurt. It’s everything about you. I’ve never felt like this in my whole life. I love you, Willa Camden.”

She buried her face into his chest and answered, “Good.”

He kissed the top of her head and asked, “Not to break the mood again, but do you think you’d like me to talk to Casey about a threesome sometime to satisfy your curiosity? He’d probably be up for it.”

“Let’s wait until after he and I meet each other, okay? I mean, there ought to be at least some chemistry between us, don’t you think? And there’s no sense in rushing into something while you and I are building our beautiful relationship.”

“You think it’s beautiful?”

“I do. And my feelings for you grow every day.”

“Do you feel likepretendingwe have another guy with us?” he asked with a leer.

“How’s that?”

“I, um, bought us some equipment so we could simulate DP.”

Willa gasped. “Was that what was in the box the FedEx guy brought this morning?”

“Yep.”

“You dirty dog, you! Show me!”

Since they were at Jackson’s house this particular night, he strode out of the room in all his naked glory and came back a couple of minutes later with a bottle of lube and a dildo shaped like a large penis. “Here we are. We can practice and see if you like it.”

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