Page 29 of Just Curious

Casey lay with his head raised by pillows so he could watch Willa suck him off, and Jackson saw the lust and excitement build and build in his best friend’s eyes. Casey’s chest began to heave as he got closer and closer to his release.

“Now, grab his balls with the other hand,” Jackson said with squinted eyes. Casey looked at Jackson questioningly. This was new. “Okay, now twist them really hard!”

Willa jerked back and turned to stare at the camera at the same time that Casey jolted up and shouted, “What?”

Jackson burst out laughing. “Just kidding. I didn’t think she’d do it, man. But you two have no idea how frustrated I’m feeling right now.” They both continued to stare at him for a beat until he said, “Willa, go back to what you were doing before Case loses his boner.”

Shaking her head with a grin, Willa leaned back over Casey and resumed sucking him off.

Casey leaned back onto the pillow muttering “Very funny. Watch your back, Jax.”

“You’re not going to do anything. Now shut up and enjoy what Willa’s doing to you, you lucky fucker.” Jackson kept stroking himself, but he needed something else to get him there. “Willa, stop sucking for a second and put your finger in your mouth. Casey, open your legs for her.”

She complied with a knowing look as Jackson then ordered her, “Now suck him some more and slide your wet finger into his ass while you’re blowing him.” He watched as Casey’s eyes closed in bliss. “Now fuck his ass with your finger and keep stroking.”

Casey moaned in ecstasy as Willa stroked and sucked. He looked he was about to come when Jackson ordered loudly, “Willa, stop!”

They both turned to stare at him again with incredulous expressions, but Jackson quickly amended his directions. “Trade places again,” he said in a strained voice. “Willa, lie back so Casey can fuck you.”

They quickly shifted positions, and Casey was about to enter Willa, when Jackson said, “Not so fast. Tease her a little with the head of your dick. Rub it on her clit and then slide in slowly.”

Willa let out an impatient huff that morphed into a purr as Casey finally breached her entrance. Ever so slowly he entered and retreated, entered and retreated again, until Willa begged with a moan, “Please, I need you inside me.”

“Do it,” commanded Jackson, and Casey was deep inside her at last. Both of them exclaimed their relief. Jackson squeezed himself harder and pumped his erection in time with Casey’s thrusts.

Jackson watched Casey’s toned muscles bulge and relax as he pushed inside and pulled out again, and Willa wrapped her long, slender legs around Casey. Jackson pumped his hand harder. He knew what it felt like to fuck Willa like that; to have her legs wrapped around his hips as he thrust forward… Casey buried his face in Willa’s neck as he began to come inside her, keening a long, guttural groan of joy laced with some colorful curses.

Jackson felt everything as though he were there with them. He imagined the feel of Willa clenching around him as he came in her. He spilled all over his hand and belly as he shouted out his release.

With a sweet smile, Willa exclaimed dreamily, “Well, that was fun.” She continued to stroke Casey’s back in a lazy motion.

“Oh… oops,” added Casey with a sheepish look. “We, or rather I, forgot to get a condom. Jackson said to fuck you, and that was all that was on my mind. I’m sorry, Willa. Itsurefelt amazing, though.”

“No worries. I have an IUD, and… you’re the first man I’ve slept with without a condom.”

Casey tried not to appear too smug when he turned to look at Jackson. “Sorry, man.”

“It’s fine. I forgot too. As long as everyone’s okay with it, it’s not a problem. I can’t wait to do that with you too now, Willa.”It’s not all that fine actually,Jackson thought bitterly. She was my girlfriend first. I should have been the first to have her bare.

“I’ll be waiting,” she said with a wink.

Instead of getting up to take care of a condom, Casey stayed buried inside Willa. He nestled his face into her neck as the two of them relaxed. Willa closed her eyes in contentment, and Jackson felt another spike of envy. He wanted so badly to be there with them. They looked for all the world like a couple in love, and that knowledge stabbed him in the heart.

Am I a hypocrite?he wondered.This is what we hoped for—that we’d all be equal partners and all be in love.Jackson knew he had to tamp down his feeling of possession of both Casey and Willa. Yes, he’d found them first. They were his first, but if this whole arrangement was going to work, they had to be free to fall in love.

It will be alright once I get used to it, Jackson thought. He watched as they murmured lovingly to each other words he couldn’t hear and felt another small stab to his heart.Apparently,he thought,I can deal with them being together just fine as long as I’m there with them too. This is way harder from hundreds of miles away.

After disconnecting, Jackson stewed for the next couple of hours. He recognized his jealousy for what it was and then decided that it truly stemmed more from loneliness for them than any kind of distrust.Sure, Casey was the first to have sex with Willa without a condom, but it could just as easily have been me eventually anyway. What were we supposed to do? Draw straws? I can be the first with Casey.That thought cheered him up some, and he felt infinitely better as soon as he realized that they wanted to include him as much as he wanted to be included. They aren’t going to fall in love without me and run off together, for heaven’s sake. They both love me. I need to let this go and be happy with them. This jealousy nonsense will only hurt everyone in the long run. I need to trust them and love them the way they deserve.

Finally, Jackson was able to drift off to sleep.

Back in Rancho Santa Fe, Willa and Casey were still wound around each other in Casey’s bed. Neither seemed to have the gumption to get up, and Casey was still buried inside her. Since there was no condom to dispose of, he relished being able to stay there.

“This is so perfect,” he murmured into her neck. “It’s like this is how it should always be. Condoms have their purpose, but this feels so much more… real, you know?”

Willa gave him a squeeze with her inner muscles and laughed softly. “I couldn’t agree more. I’m a little sorry for Jackson though. You think he’s okay?”

“He’s so head-over-heels in love with you, he’ll be fine. I am too, you know.” Casey kissed her then, deeply and sweetly. There was no desperation to his kiss—just a sensual demonstration of how he felt.

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