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“Rip them off if you want. Just hurry,” I say, practically breathlessly, dying to finally feel him slide inside me.

His fingers play with the fabric for a moment before he simply tears them in half and rips them down my left leg. Asecond later, he thrusts into me in one hard push that fills me completely.

In his ear, I moan as my mind fills with only one thing. Alex. “Oh, God…”

“You feel so fucking good,” he groans as he begins to thrust his hips, sliding his cock out of me and then ramming it back inside until there’s nothing left separating our bodies.

My hands cling to his neck as we fuck, the two of us finding our rhythm just as we did that first night we were together. It’s as incredible as that time, but now, we have lost time to make up for.

“I missed you so much,” I whisper as my hands tear at his shirt. Still dressed, he smiles as I struggle to get to his skin. I want to feel him.

He’s powerful against me, and with each time he strokes into my body, I feel like I’m melting inside. All the anger and resentment I’ve kept inside me for so long, not only for him but for so many other things in my life, disappears as I surrender everything I am to him.

I yearn for his body and desperately run my hands up over his chest, loving the feel of his smooth tanned skin against my fingertips. Every desire I’ve secretly harbored as I protested how much I hated him comes alive here in his arms, and as he pushes his hips forward and thrusts his cock back into me, I feel like I’m burning up.

Alex kisses me long and deep, and I sense us moving across the room. I open my eyes as he lowers me to the bed, leaving my body empty and me wishing he’d return to me.

He gives me one of his sexy smiles as he shrugs out of his shirt and strips his pants off. Sliding up my body, he cradles my face and drags his thumb over my mouth before he kisses me long and deep, his tongue teasing mine as he pushes into my pussy.

“I promised myself if I ever got the chance to have this happen again, I’d make sure you knew how much I missed you, Kat,” he says with a moan, pressing his forehead to mine and staring down at me with a look full of need in his dark eyes.

The feel of his cock touching a spot deep inside me makes it difficult not to let my eyes roll back into my head, but I want to watch this and remember the very moment I let him into my soul. I was so stupid for so long. I don’t want to feel that way anymore.

The corded muscles in his neck strain against his skin with every push of his hips. His intensity captivates me, taking me with him as we race toward our release. My heels at the base of his spine push hard into his sweat drenched back. We’re close to that perfect moment we both so desperately crave, and when he begins making shallow stabs into me instead of the smooth thrusts he'd begun with, I sense he’s almost there.

I want this, the sensual moments that are the very essence of Alex. Clinging to his shoulders, I say practically sobbing, "Don't stop."

He looks down at me, his eyes narrowed as he winces slightly, and I feel the first tendrils of my orgasm unspool inside me. Raking my fingernails down his back, I cry out as my release washes over me like a tidal wave of emotion and sensation.

With one final thrust, Alex stills inside me, every muscle in his body stiffening as he floods my insides. Completely satisfied, we both let out heavy sighs as we lay there panting as sweat covers our skin.

For the first time with any man, I feel like I’m safe. I feel like I’m home.

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Alex

I don’t rolloff her after we both come, happy to watch her as she recovers from her orgasm. She’s beautiful and all I’ve been able to think about the entire time she was gone from my life. I don’t want to be without her ever again.

This feels so foreign yet so natural to me. I don’t know if I ever thought I’d find the one, that mythical woman who I’d want to spend the rest of my life with. Then Kat showed up, and as much as I wanted to feel anything but love for her, she wove herself into the fabric of my life, and when she was gone from it, I missed her so much I didn’t know if I’d ever be the same again.

I’d finally found the one.

“Is everything okay?” she asks with more than a hint of concern in her voice. “Alex?”

I drop my head to press a kiss to her lips and nod. “Everything’s great.”

Now could be the moment I tell her how I feel. The thing is I’ve never said those three words to any woman. I never felt them before. So maybe now isn’t the right time to say them.

I’m not sure. All I’m sure about is I missed Kat far too much for her to be just another woman I spend time with. She’s so much more than that.

“So now that we’ve made up, can I ask you a question?” she says quietly.

Rolling off her, I prop my head up on my hand and smile. “Sure. Anything. Shoot.”

“Were you miserable these last few days?”

Her eyes are filled with curiosity, so I quickly answer with a nod and say, “I was. I don’t think I’ve ever been more miserable than I felt from the moment you drove out of the studio parking lot that day.”

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