“Holly, stop,” I bit out through clenched teeth as I gently tugged her away from me by her hair. She whimpered but eagerly got to her feet and threw herself into my arms.
“Please, Jax,” she whispered. “Please. I can’t wait anymore. What do you need to hear to fuck me already?”
My heart pounded in my chest at her words and a satisfied growl rumbled in my throat. Grabbing the condom from where it still lay on the corner of the bed already open. My hands were shaking ever so slightly. I hoped like fuck she didn’t notice because that would be the height of embarrassment. Then again, this was my Holly. It was worth as much embarrassment as it took if it put her at ease.
“Help me put this on.” The gruff order came out through the haze of need. “My fuckin’ hands are shakin’ too fuckin’ much.”
A small nervous giggle escaped her as she reached for the small latex circle. Her fingers touched mine as she took it from me, sending another jolt through me. I’m not sure I was this nervous the very first time I fucked a woman, and this was infinitely more important.
I took a deep breath, trying to steady myself as she unrolled the condom over my pulsing erection. Her touch was gentle as she pinched the tip and rolled it down my length. I was long and thick, and the lip of the condom didn’t roll all the way to the base.
Holly looked up at me with wide, clear blue eyes. I gripped her upper arms and pulled her to her feet. She came to me willingly, wrapping her arms and legs around my body before kissing me again. She clung as I stood and moved us back onto the bed, lying on top of her so that, once again, she was pressed into the mattress.
“I-I’m ready, Jax,” she whispered against my lips, her eyes shiny with what appeared to be a mix of excitement and fear. “Please don’t make me wait any longer.”
I nodded at her, placing a slow, deliberate kiss on her lips before pulling back to gaze at her. Taking a deep breath, I hooked her right leg higher over my hip, angling myself at her entrance. I could feel the heat of her pussy against my cockhead through the condom, and I had to bite back a groan.
“Sweet God,” I murmured, pressing against her. Her eyes widened as she felt the head of my cock press against her entrance. I watched those beautiful blue eyes clench shut as she bit down on her bottom lip.
“No, Holly,” I said softly, trailing my fingers down her thigh. “Look at me. Open those beautiful eyes and watch me as I enter you.”
She nodded her head, opening her eyes to look at me. “Do it.” She hissed her command, her eyes wild with need. “Do it now, Jax!”
Without another word, I pushed into her. The sound that escaped her lips was half gasp, half moan, and it was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard. The tight heat of her wrapped around me was incredible. She clung tightly to me, and I wanted to puff out my chest. This woman, this beautiful, courageous, stubborn woman wanted me.
This absolutely had to be good for her. So, slowly, with more restraint than I thought possible, I began to move inside her. Each thrust brought a new sigh or whimper from Holly, each more arousing than the last.
I pressed my forehead against hers, feeling the sweat bead there as I tried my best not to get too lost in her. Holly’s fingers dug into my back, then my ass as she urged me to take her deeper, harder. She braced her feet on my calves and tried to take control of the pace and all my aspirations of holding back evaporated as I drove into her.
“Oh God,” she whispered in my ear, her breath hitching. “Jax…” Her body tensed and then shuddered under mine. Her pussy squeezed my cock with relentless convulsions. Then Holly arched her back and screamed in a long, loud yell. She thrashed beneath me, bucking like a wild Mustang. It was all I could do to stay on top of her. Except for when she wrapped her legs around my hips and dug her heels into my ass.
Yeah. Game over.
My control snapped like a frayed wire. In the heat of her orgasm, my restraint crumbled. I drove into her with hard, powerful strokes. She took it all and begged for more. A surge of primal satisfaction coursed through me as I watched her come apart under me again.
“Fuck,” I groaned as I felt the familiar tightening at the base of my spine. My thrusts became erratic, harder and faster as I neared my own climax. The room echoed with our mingled moans and cries, the air heavy with the scent of sex and sweat.
I was teetering on the edge, staring into the abyss. “Holly,” I groaned again, feeling my release coiling tightly, ready to snap. “I’m… fucking hell. I’m comin’ right… fuckin’… now!”
Her hand cupped my face and pulled me down for a kiss that was so full of passion, so full of need that it sent me spiraling over the edge right then. But Holly wasn’t done with me.
“No,” she gasped, her body already trembling under me in aftershocks. “Don’t stop, Jax. I want more!”
“Christ, Holly…” My words were a ragged whisper, my body shuddering with the maddening climax ripping through me. Her fingers dug into my back, urging me on. “I don’t… fuck… I don’t wanna hurt you.”
But Holly was having none of it. Her eyes flashed fiercely up at me, her nails digging harder into my skin. “You won’t,” she growled back at me, pulling me closer. “Make me come one more time. Please!” The whispered plea was more than I could ignore. And wouldn’t have anyway. If Holly needed, I provided.
My groan echoed loudly in the room as I gave in to her demands, losing myself in her cries and the way she gave me exactly what I wanted. She screamed her pleasure and wasn’t shy about telling me to move the way she wanted. I thrust into her one more time and this time there was no holding back the tidal wave that crashed over me.
As my orgasm ripped through me, a guttural shout erupted from my throat. Holly’s cries mingled with mine and together our voices danced through the room until we were both finally silent and still.
I was stunned. I’d never lost my mind so completely with a woman. And, by God, it felt right.
“Did I hurt you, honey?” I could barely muster the effort to get the words out.
“No. Not at all.” Holly’s sweet sigh was so filled with contentment I breathed a heavy sigh of relief.
“Thank God, because I really want to do that again. Soon.”