She nods. “Gotcha.”
She’s quiet for a moment, the space between us filling with awkwardness the more each second passes by.
Fuck, this is so weird.
Why is this weird?
Because you’re literally using a woman for sex, asshole. That’s why.
“Look, I’m really sorry. This is like the craziest thing I think I’ve ever done.” I shake my head. “I’m sorry if I’m making you uncomfortable.”
She gives me a sympathetic smile and covers my hand with hers. When she touches me something in my chest tightens. “It’s fine, Alan. I completely understand. If I’m being honest, this is probably the craziest thing I’ve ever done as well. And if you feel too uncomfortable and you don’t want to?—”
“I do,” I interject, trying to nod confidently but not appear over-eager. “I do. I want this. I…I need this.” I sigh. “Look, I know it’s lame, but I don’t want to be a virgin anymore. I want to know what the fuck I’m doing when I’m with a woman. I want to know how to make her feel good. I want to be able to pleasure her in every way possible. But to do that I need to experience what it feels like to be inside a woman. I want to know what a woman tastes like. I want to know how my body is going to react so I can be prepared. It’s one thing to experience those feelings as a teenager but as an adult I…”
“You want to be prepared. You want to be in the know.”
“Yeah.”
Corri swallows the last of her drink and sets her glass on the table in front of us. “Well, drink up Alan. And then perhaps we should go somewhere a little more private. I actually don’t live too far from here. It’s just a couple blocks. We could walk, if that’s alright with you?”
I toss back the rest of my whiskey. “Perfect.”
I stand and offer her my hand, which she takes. Her skin is warm and soft and she doesn’t try to disconnect from me so I don’t let go of her either. I lead us to the elevators and when the doors close in front of us, she turns and lifts up on her toes and kisses me again. Not as long this time, but enough that I’ve gotten another taste of that sweet marshmallow. She wobbles against me and I place my hand on her waist to steady her. She squeezes my other hand with hers and then her mouth opens and her tongue swipes against mine. I can feel her tits pressed up against my chest and it’s all I can do not to reach up my hand and touch them. Fuck me, why didn’t anyone ever tell me that kissing a sexy woman could feel so good?
I feel like I’m walking on air right now.
I feel like I could skate drills faster than lightning if I wanted to.
Also, with her lips on mine and her tits brushing against me, the sensations taking over my body are making my dick hard.
“You know if you keep this up I’m going to be walking home with a teenage boner, right?”
She smiles and chastely kisses me once more. “I’m about to get naked with you, Alan. Kissing you is giving me something to think about so I’m not nervous and so I don’t make you nervous.”
Holy shit.
She’s going to get naked.
That idea isn’t doing a thing for my boner.
But fuck if it’s not making my heart race.
Okay. We’re doing this.
It’s happening.
Fuck. I’m nervous.
“I’m not nervous,” I tell her, trying to hide my smile. “I’m…cautiously excited.”
“Good.” The elevator dings and the doors pull open. “Let’s go.”
CHAPTER NINE
BODHI
Corri’s apartment isn’t much once we get inside. It’s a beautiful space, and it’s actually in a building I know to be relatively upscale. I only know this because it’s one of the buildings I looked at before Coach Hicks suggested I move to the complex where most of the team lives. Her place is very sparsely decorated but there are several moving boxes scattered around the entryway. I guess when she says she just moved back to the States, she meant it. The only thing I know about her apartment is that the kitchen area flows into her living room, and I only know that because I can’t keep my eyes off her. I watch her hips sway in her dress as she crosses the floor and I ogle when she bends over slightly to find the switch to the lamp.