“I quit a couple years ago.”
“But carry a pack wherever you go.” He returned the cigar to his mouth and pulled in a puff before he let it out from his nostrils.
My eyes narrowed but in a playful way. “You are an asshole.”
His smirk widened.
“I started up again once I moved out.”
The playfulness evaporated, and he gave a slight nod in understanding.
“It’s always been my vice.”
“Everyone has their poison. No shame in that.”
“Yes, but I want to live to see middle age at least.”
He looked at the street as people passed, only a person every now and then, coming from the mall far down the way.
“You don’t worry about that?”
He let the smoke leave his mouth before he answered. “No.”
“Why?”
“I don’t expect to live long—nor do I desire it.” When he spotted the waitress in the window, he waved her over. “I’ll take a scotch on the rocks. And whatever she’s having.”
I ordered my drink, and she left.
The last thing he said hadn’t left my mind. “Why do you feel that way?”
He looked as he let the cigar rest between his fingertips, and the strength of his stare seemed to be his answer—or lack thereof.
I didn’t press the question again, remembering we’d met just a few hours ago and I wasn’t entitled to such personal information. “Are you a cop?”
A smile that lit up all his features hit his face, and when he chuckled, it came from deep in his chest. “No.”
“It seemed like they knew you.”
“Oh, they know me.”
“But you aren’t a cop.”
He gave a slight shake of his head. “There are more than cops and bandits. The food web is a lot bigger than most people realize.”
“And where do you fit in this food web?”
He took another puff of his cigar. The waitress came out and brought our drinks before she returned to the warmth inside the restaurant. He glanced out at the darkness and the sycamore trees that lined the sidewalk before he looked at me again. “At the top.”
I didn’t consider my husband to be a criminal because he didn’t kill people, but he made his money in less than notable ways. He and his guys stole famous pieces of art and replaced them with fakes because they sold the originals on the black market for a pretty penny. There were men out there with real van Goghs, da Vincis, and Michelangelos in their bathrooms—while the museums had counterfeits. Now I suspected Bastien was on a whole different—and dangerous—level. “The less I know, the better.”
“Smart girl.” He released the smoke from his mouth and let it float on the cool air. “And you’ve got a steely spine too. I like that.”
“How so?”
“Most women would just put up with a man’s infidelity so they could live in a big house and drive a nice car. But not you. You’re an idealist, a woman of great moral character, who knows she’s worth more than a man’s bullshit. That’s hot.”
I held his stare but felt the warmth in my cheeks. Everyone I knew had told me to take Adrien back, that it was a one-time mistake and I should fight for the marriage. While there were times I considered it, letting it go didn’t sit right with me.