One minute later:My apologies for the run-on sentence. Also I KNOW that it’s stupid to miss you when it’s only been a day, but somehow I do.
Two minutes later:I will do whatever it takes to fix this because I think I love you. I know it’s too soon and swear to God I’m not some pathetic clinger, but I just—
“Still reading?”
I looked up from the phone, and there was Blake, wearing gray sweatpants and a Cubs T-shirt, and the strength of the feelings I had for him was kind of overwhelming. He watched me, looking…nervous, actually, and I felt a little lightheaded.
So I just nodded.
He said, “If you need more time—”
“I think I love you, too,” I blurted out.
If it weren’t for the way his Adam’s apple moved when he swallowed (yes, I was obsessed with that), I might’ve thought he didn’t hear me. His expression didn’t change one bit before he said, “What did you just say?”
“Well, I mean, I’m sure—”
“Fucking say it again,” he said, closing the distance between us. In a second he was wrapping his arms around my waist and adding, “But slower, Iz. Please.”
I set my hands on his chest—thechest. Where it all began. I repeated, “I. Think. I. Love. You. Too.”
He set his forehead on mine. “It’s weird, right?”
I let my eyes close and whispered back, “It’s always been weird with us. Since the very beginning.”
He pressed a light kiss to the tip of my nose.
“So where’s all my stuff?” I asked, very nearly purring as he rubbed his nose against mine.
His mouth finally slid into a big smile, and he said, “The dumpster behind your building.”
“What?” I pulled back to give him my best scowl. “You threw it all away?”
“Baby, I was depressed as fuck in the pouring rain,” he said, teasing but also sounding serious. “I threw your stuff away with a shit ton of force and a litany of curses, actually.”
That made me ridiculously pleased, even as I felt bad for him. I tilted my head and said, “Wait—am I baby now?”
He narrowed his eyes. “Do you want to be?”
“Will you please say the words ‘Are you lost, baby girl?’ ” I said, just to mess with him. “As a sample so I can see if I like it?”
“You little pervert,” he said, squeezing my waist and giving me a look of mock anger. “I will not table read from your favorite porn.”
That made me laugh, because I hadn’t thought he’d remember our tiny discussion about the spicy Netflix movie. “That movie is NOT porn, for the record; I already told you that.”
“Just because you say something doesn’t mean it’s a fact.”
“Sure, it doesn’t.”
“Iz.”
“Yeah?”
“Can we stop talking now?”
“I don’t know if I can—”
He cut me off with his hands, which pulled me tighter against his body, and his mouth, which landed hot and wild on mine.