But I was nowhere near that point. I tilted my pelvis a bit so that his cock would hit other areas—and I tried not to be disappointed, but I could tell relief wasn’t on the horizon. Maybe I’d been too excited.
Or maybe it would always be this way. For years, I’d just figured Kyle was so-so at sex or maybe our parts weren’t compatible. A few times, I’d brought a vibrator to bed or just took care of myself later.
Maybe something was wrong withme.
Had Wolf noticed I was in distress? Or had I stopped participating like I should have been? Whatever the case, he slowed down and whispered, “Are you close?”
I could’ve lied. My mother had told me once or twice when I was too young and shouldn’t have been privy to adult conversations that there was nothing wrong with faking it.It makes your man feel like a hero, and it’s okay if he doesn’t know about Bob.
To that day, I regretted that I’d asked who Bob was, because a few years later, I understood that a “Battery Operated Boyfriend” could indeed be fun—but who wants to know about their mother’s masturbatory habits?
In that moment, I decided I wanted to try to always be honest with Wolf, especially with things that were important. And this was definitely up there—not just for me. I could see concern in his eyes. I said, “No. But I’m enjoying myself.”
He blinked twice, slightly nodding his head as he slowly moved inside me. It wasn’t with the driving rhythm that he’d kept up moments earlier, but it was as if he was letting his engine idle. “I want to ask you something, and it’s okay if you don’t want to answer…but I want to be sure you’re really enjoying yourself.”
“I am.” Just feeling his cock throb inside me was doing it for me.
But that wasn’t good enough for Wolf—the way he cocked his eyebrow said as much.
So I said, “What did you want to ask?”
“Have you ever had an orgasm?”
I started laughing then, and I could tell by the way he almost grimaced that it must have been squeezing his manhood in an exquisite way. “Of course, I have.”
“Then is it something I’m doing? Or not doing?”
“Oh, God. No. You feel so fucking good. I can’t even describe—”
“Baby bird, you don’t have to stroke my ego. Tell me what you need me to do.”
Holy fucking shit. Was he serious?
Honesty. Wow. And here in the bedroom. I’d promised myself to tell him the truth. “I’veneverorgasmed during sex.”
Cocking his eyebrow again, he said, “Well, call me old-fashioned, but I’m not about to lose my load before my woman needs to shout my name to the rooftops.” With that, he pulled out of me, leaving an empty void that almost left me sad.
But he was about to wipe all that shit out of my head.
He kissed me with the passion of a man unshackled at last, and my pussy responded. Although I’d been partially satisfied simply by feeling him inside me, I had so much tension pent up. As Wolf’s mouth ravished mine, he ran a hand underneath my back and I arched to give him freedom to do what he needed. His lips moved to my neck where he gently kissed and lapped at my flesh while one hand worked the clasp on my bra. In seconds, the elastic loosened around my frame and Wolf slid his hand out from under my body.
Already, I was panting like a wolf in heat.
As he peeled my bra from me, I lifted my arms to help. His tongue was on my collarbone then, and my rigid nipples almost ached, feeling the warmth of his body while greedy for attention. He began kissing down my chest until he reached my breasts. He fondled one as if it were the most precious thing he’d ever held before gently lapping at the areola, finally drawing it into his mouth and sucking, eliciting a moan from my mouth that I hadn’t even known was there.
Jesus…my pussy was throbbing, weeping for his touch. I squeezed my knees together, knowing relief was coming at some point.
Wolf moved to my other breast, giving it the same loving attention.
As my nipples dried in the cool air, Wolf began kissing down my belly. My hands were in his hair as I realized what I thought he might be getting ready to do. When Kyle and I had been younger, we’d engaged in oral sex a few times, but neither of us had really gotten the hang of it. Damn, it had felt really intense, but we’d always switched to fucking like animals more than a few seconds into it.
My mouth was watering with anticipation as Wolf settled in between my legs and spread them apart further. “You are so fucking beautiful, Hayley Young. And you will not leave this bedroom until you feel drained and fully pleasured.”
Holy shit.
His mouth was on me before I could take another breath. Just his presence there pushed things up a notch. The first thing he did felt a little unusual at first, but I realized he was sucking on my clit. It was as if he’d found the direct route to my pleasure zone.
Notas if. Holy hell. Hehad.