“Be careful, darling.” The smile he gave her was charming, but there was something else in it as well, something almost predatory. That interested her, made her think they could find passion, eventually. The heat in his eyes made her shiver a little. “Otherwise, I might just grab you and take you somewhere where we could be very bad.”
Unfortunately, he was all talk and no action. Tonight, she was getting another elusive peek at that darker, more dangerous, and more interesting person he had inside him, but it was still locked away—the way she had been before Todd had come along and ruthlessly ignited her desires.
He ended up pulling her away from the dance floor and over to the bar, ordering drinks to “cool them down.” Allison spent the rest of the night with a burning itch in her pussy as they spun around the dance floor, although he took care never to press her as close to him as he had previously, she could tell he was still hard. Why wouldn’t he do something about it?
Despite the fact they had been on several dates so far, there hadn’t been anything other than kisses. Weren’t guys supposed to try something by the third date, at least? Heck, Todd took her out for a couple of drinks, then talked her into coming over to play strip poker. Thinking about that night did absolutely nothing for her libido, and she wasn’t supposed to be dwelling on him, anyway.
Shoving thoughts of Todd aside, she did her best to be sweet and pliant for her date.
* * *
At her front door, Roger leaned down to kiss her a polite goodbye. To both his and her surprise, Allison reached up and grabbed the collar of his shirt, deepening the kiss and opening her mouth to invite in his tongue. Roughly, his arms went around her waist, pulling her in close to him with a bit of force that sent heat straight through her, and she shivered with pleasure as his body pressed hard against her.
Unfortunately, he took her shiver as a negative. Pulling away, he released her from his arms.
“Sorry... I’m sorry, Allison. I hope I didn’t scare you.”
“No... oh no, Roger, it wasn’t that at all! I was just... it was...”
“It’s nice of you to pretend I wasn’t just being a bit of a brute.” He smiled at her, bashful and ashamed still. Taking her hand, he raised it to his lips.
Damnit, that was not where she wanted his lips. What on earth had made him think he was a brute just for a passionately rough kiss? Okay, so she’d kind of been pretending he was Todd when she grabbed him, but if he kissed her like that more often, maybe she’d be able to forget Todd.
“I’d like to take you out again if you aren’t too afraid of me now.” He said the last part half-joking, half-serious.
“No... I mean, yes, I’d love to go out with you again, but I’m not afraid of you.” Allison desperately wanted to feel his body against hers again—to try to chase away the demons. Thinking about Todd, having Roger suddenly respond to her like that… she wished he would kiss her again... more than kiss her.
Instead, he took both of her hands in his own and lightly kissed her forehead, obviously not trusting himself to do more.
“Good, otherwise, your parents’ pool party would have been a bit awkward.” He winked at her, his green eyes mischievous. The predatory look that flashed in them was completely gone again. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“See you tomorrow.”
She closed her eyes with disappointment as he walked to the elevator and waved goodbye before turning the key in her lock and heading inside. The apartment was quiet, which meant Diana had probably gone out for the night. Not surprising. She hoped her roommate was having a better night than she was.
Running to her room, she pulled the brown box out from under her bed. She tried to resist doing this often. It hurt too much emotionally. Shoving the tape into her personal DVD player, she flipped on the small TV she kept in her room. As she watched the final DVD Todd had given her, the one she hadn’t been able to bring herself to destroy, Allison began to play with herself. Even though she was touching herself, half of her attention was scrutinizing his gorgeous naked body and the glimpses she caught of his face, looking for some indication he might care about her, some show of body language that revealed what he felt about her beyond sexual attraction. Pinching her nipples, she watched as his massive dick slid between her breasts, his black hair flopping around his head while he pumped away at her chest. Sliding her hand down to her pussy, she started rubbing the wetness covering her lips as she watched him burrow, mouth first, into her pussy. She pushed two of her fingers into her pussy hole as Todd inserted the vibrator into her pussy and another finger into her ass as his slid into hers on camera. Moaning, she could feel one of her most intense orgasms yet beginning to build as she watched Todd pleasure himself with her.
Desire to know his feelings was quickly dissolving into blatant horniness. She pulled the small butt plug he’d left in her ass on their last date from the box, and too desperate to lube it, she shoved it in her mouth and covered it with her saliva. On her hands and knees on her bed, she slammed it into her asshole as Todd’s huge dick stretched hers out in front of her, whimpering as she again felt the pain of her anus stretching. Pumping the plug in and out of her ass, she used her other hand to pinch her nipples hard, trying to crush the tender pink buds. Her ass burned and stretched as she fucked it with the plug, but not nearly as much as it had when he’d actually been in her.
“Oh,Todd!Oh, God, I’m Cumming! You’re in my ass, and I’m cumming… Oh, Fuck, Todd! Fuck me, Fuck Me, Fuck My Ass!”
Her tinny-sounding voice came out of the TV. Pinching her clit hard, she shoved the butt plug fully inside of her and started cumming as Todd’s voice moaned her name, and he dumped a load of cum into her ass. Shaking and spasming on her bed, she continued to pinch her clit until every ounce of the orgasm had been wrung from her body.
She slumped in defeat, her body shivering from the climax but not entirely sated. As usual, she hadn’t noticed anything that screamed, “he’s secretly in love with you.” On the other hand, that had been their first night together. She wished she had a video of their last night.
Allison kept the plug in her ass as she curled up in her bed naked, crying over a man she didn’t think she’d ever see again.
* * *
The next day at her parent’s house, Allison lounged in a chair poolside, a pampered princess who no longer needed to host. Oh no, now her daddy wanted her all of her attention on Roger and keeping him happy—setting up her relationship with the perfect man to have the perfect wedding and make lots of perfect little babies for him to set up in more perfect situations. It was hard to remember, for a while, that had been what she wanted too, but ever since Todd, she’d realized her walk on the wild side wasn’t really a walk, more of an introduction to a life she craved. Living the lifestyle, she’d been stuck in since birth now grated on her nerves more than it had before when she’d only been able to fantasize about living on her own and having wild sex with men her parents wouldn’t consider appropriate. The reality had been so much better because it hadn’t just been the sex. It had been the adventure, Todd’s silly puns, his caring for people, and the approval to be whoever she wanted.
Before, she’d at least been able to pretend an interest in some of what was going on around her. Now, she found all of these people vacuous, uninteresting. Todd wasn’t just someone who had actually worked to put himself through college, he was someone who cared about others. He’d been promoting a fundraiser for children with autism when they’d been going on their ‘dates,’ and he’d talked about it a lot. Obviously, it hadn’t just been for his business interests. He’d had a genuine interest in making other people’s lives better. No wonder he hadn’t been interested in having a real relationship with her. She was just another corporate princess.
Since he’d left, she’d started paying more attention to other people outside of her social set. Giving to charities, not just for the tax write-offs or because it was “what one did,” like her father, but because she had a genuine interest. It felt good to give them money out of her own paycheck. Since she got her first paycheck, she’d refused her father’s monthly allowance, wanting to know what it was like to live like a real person on her own two feet. Maybe then, if she ever ran into Todd again, she’d at least be someone he could respect.
Allison gritted her teeth. She wasn’t supposed to be thinking about him anymore, damnit! She turned her eyes to the tall, handsome blonde next to her. His beautiful green eyes were highlighted by the button-down green shirt he was wearing—open to show off his muscular chest—over a forest green bathing suit.
“Can you rub some more sunscreen into my back?” she asked Roger.