“I just never thought I would have a love like this unlike my mother.”

“Mari, can I ask you something?”

“Sure.”

“Do you know anything about your biological father? I mean I know your mom told her dad she didn’t know who he was, but did she ever say anything to you?”

“No. I asked multiple times. I only know where she lived when it happened and that she worked at a restaurant as a hostess.” hmm. I would love to help her with this.

“Would you be willing to take a DNA test? I could try to help you find him.” she looks at me in shock and nods her head.

“Oh my god. I don’t know what I did to deserve you.” She begins crying again. I have to kiss her to make the damn tears stop.

“I love you. I love you. I love you.” I repeat after each kiss. When more tears begin to fall, my stomach clenches. “The fucking tears, baby. You’re killing me.” She smiles at me and wipes her face.

“They’re happy tears, silly,” she says, pulling my mouth down to hers. The word happy gives me butterflies like a damn girl.

“Oh yeah?” I ask looking in her eyes to see the truth.

“Yes,” she says, nodding her head. “You make me happier than I ever thought I could be.” Thank fuck.

CHAPTER 10

MARI

APRIL

SIX AND A HALF MONTHS PREGNANT

“There she is.My good girl. Come here,” he says, beckoning with his finger to get on the bed with him. On my hands and knees, I crawl toward him, my body quivering preparing for what is to come. He is like a drug to me. One I don't want to detox from.

I can feel the stickiness forming around the lips of my pussy, my mouth watering as I look at his cock, while his hands stroke it up and down. I stop in front of him waiting for him to tell me what to do. I love how dominant he is, especially in the bed. This is where I have no worries and can just feel. “Fuck I have missed you, baby. So has he.” He gestures towards his cock. “I am losing my fucking mind without you in our bed every damn night. Now you owe me. Show him how much you missed him.”

Never breaking eye contact because he loves to look at me eyes when I do this, I lower my mouth, swiping it back and forth across the head, the saltiness making my nipples hard. Puttingmy whole mouth over it, I moan when he thrusts further into my mouth. “Oh yeah baby. Suck this cock like it is your favorite treat. Take him all the way in.” His hands go into my hair, and he forces it further down. “Choke yourself on it, baby. I want to hear you gag.” Oh hell. I love when he talks to me like this. My hand moves down to my pussy, but he delivers a hard smack to my ass. “Did I say you could touch my property? Looks like you don’t have enough to do.”

With that comment he pushes my head down further stretching my mouth more. My eyes begin to water, and I feel like I am suffocating due to the air that is being denied to me. I am so far down that his waist is in my face blocking my nose. This makes me even wetter and more desperate to touch myself, but I know I am not allowed. This is a punishment. I am being punished for staying with my friend, not giving him access to me at all times and you know what, I love it when he loses control.

My teeth graze across his cock, making him grunt. “Fuck, Mari. Shit.” His hips begin to pump in and out of my mouth, saliva falling onto his thigh. He moves faster and faster, bobbing my head up and down to the rhythm of his thrusts. “That's right you greedy girl. Use that good girl mouth to bring your man to a dirty finish. I bet no one would guess that you're secretly filthy. But it’s only for me isn’t it?” I try to respond but currently I am being throat fucked so all I can is nod. “Dead right. My own personal dirty little mama. God damn your mouth feels so good. Shit. I am going to come, and I want you to hold all of it in your mouth and show me what a good girl you are before you swallow it.” Oh shit. Now my pussy is dripping so much I can feel it on my legs. Suddenly he erupts into my mouth roaring like a lion, holding my head down so I can do nothing but try to catch it all. When he is done, I lift my head trying to breathe through my nose. “Show me.” I inhale, slightly with my mouth open and hiseyes get more heated. He rubs my cheeks, his fever still present. “Such a good girl. Swallow.”

As soon as it is down my throat I gasp and hold my chest, trying to calm down. He pulls my hand, and guides me up his body. “Put that ass in my face. I want to indulge from the back.” Immediately my body hits a fever pitch because I know when he says that he wants me on my knees. “Oh fuck. There she is. There’s my pussy.” I am literally whimpering now. His words always have this effect on me. “I wish you could see my baby breeder, Mari. She’s a beauty.” I feel him pull my ass cheeks apart and my face begins to burn. I don’t know why this always scandalizes me because he does it often, but it does. “Fuck. From slit to ass you look delicious.” As flushed as I am I can’t stop myself from rocking back toward his face keening for it.Smack. “Stop trying to make me smash me bitch faster than I want to.”

“Royce, please.” I begin to put my hand between my legs, but he growls.Pop. Pop.

“What the fuck did I tell you about my shit? Now just for that, I’m going to take my time and eat this ass and pussy like I have all fucking day.” Noooo.

“I’m sorry. Please.”

“You’re not sorry yet but you will be.” he says nothing else before his tongue takes a lazy slide from my clit to my ass.

“Oh shit. Yes.” I cry out trying to rock back but he has my hips in a fucking vice grip, and I can’t move.

“Oh don’t be a whiny mess, baby. You asked for this.”Slurp. “Damn even your ass tastes like licorice.”Slurp. “I wonder how far my tongue can go into this ass. Wanna test it out?” Oh crap. I reach my hand back and try to grab his head, I don’t know if it is to stop him or encourage him but either way it does nothing.

“I-I don’t know. But do anything.” He pulls me back closer to his face.

“Fuck I love having my face smothered by this baby box.” His tongue slides into me and I cry out reaching forward trying to stop myself from falling. The feeling is unlike anything. He has licked me there before but never has his tongue gone in it. I can feel him wiggling around. His finger is sliding into my pussy jiggling my hotspot and flashes of light begin behind my eyelids.

“I can’t. I can’t. It’s too much.” I plead with him, but I am still trying to move closer to his face.