Page 68 of Gin & Sin

My breath catches. “That sounds fun though.”

“What?”

“Getting fucked in a bar bathroom.” I shake my head. “I’ve never been a guy who had a lot of fantasies. Maybe I wouldn’t let myself, but I think up wild scenarios all the time now.”

“I’ll give you as many of them as you want with me.” A strange melancholy floats across his face. “I’m being so fucking selfish. Someday I know you’ll want to get out there in the big world of men loving men and see what it has to offer you, but for now…” He brushes his thumb across my bottom lip. “For now, I want it to be me.”

“I can’t imagine…” I let my words fall away before I say something awkward and ruin the moment. I want to tell him things can only go down from here, that the idea of another man touching me is not at all exciting, and that his face will be the one I see in my fantasies for years to come, but I don’t. Instead, I drag my hand down his arm, smiling as I leave a trail of goose bumps on his skin. “Will you fuck me now, Kit?”

“I absolutely will, beautiful.” When he bends his head, I’m expecting a kiss, but I get his teeth nipping at my jaw. “Then later, when we’ve recovered, you can fuck me.”

I nod. “Yes. Fuck, yes.”

Kit runs his hand down my chest to my belly, rubbing circles there before he moves on to my aching cock.

“I love your body,” he says. “Soft in all the right places, masculine, hairy. You fit so well next to me too.”

“Is this normal? All the compliments? Or is it just you?”

“I’ve always been the appreciative type.” He moves his hand down farther to massage my balls again.

I drag my fingers through his hair, then his beard before he scoots down slightly and nibbles on my nipple. Arching off the bed, I suck in a breath and twist my fingers in his hair. My mind is stuck on the contrast between sex with him and all the other sex I’ve had. The only part of my body anyone paid attention to before was my dick, but Kit sucks and kisses his way across every part of me from my earlobes to my toes, and it’s thrilling.

I feel desire in places I wasn’t aware of before, and turns out my nipples have a direct link to my cock. Every time he tweaks or bites one, my cock pulses with precum.

“Tell me how much you want my cock inside you, beautiful.” Kit plants a kiss on my stomach before circling my belly button with his tongue. “Use all your filthy words.”

“I want your cock inside me so badly, it’s got my brain rattled.”

“Why?” He drags his teeth over my flesh. “Be specific.”

“I’ve dreamed of it. I’ve fantasized about a real man’s cock spreading me apart. You’ll be the first, Kit. The first man to fuck me.”

Kit makes a strangled, deeply horny noise that vibrates through me. “You want me to fuck you in the bar bathroom? Fuck you on your desk? Finger you on the subway?”

“Kit. Fuck.”

“Mmm, wouldn’t that be fun?” He rubs his face on my leaking cock. “Unraveling you in front of strangers.” When he flicks his tongue over my tip, I practically fly off the mattress. “Fuck, there are so many things I’d love to do to you. I want todefileyou in the best way, and fucking ruin you for anyone else.”

“I think you’ve already done that.”

Kit lifts his head, gazing at me with hazy eyes. “Good. I’m a greedy fucker.”

I put my hands on both sides of his face. “I need you inside me, Kit. I can’t stand it anymore. Please don’t edge me. Not today.”

“Oh trust me, beautiful, I wasn’t edging you. You’d know if I was. I could make you wait for days to come if that’s what I wanted to do.”

“God.”

“Lucky for you, I want your cum all over both of us. I want to make you come so much that you can’t even function after. So you’re gonna be a good boy for me and give yourself over to this.”

I nod, gripping his biceps. “Yes. I want to be so good for you. I want you to come inside me. I want your cum dripping out of me.”

“Fuck, babe.” He bumps his cock into mine. “I want to see you like that. I want to smell myself on you.”

“Please, Kit. Please.”

“Just a little more patience, gorgeous. Let me get you ready.”

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