Page 67 of Gin & Sin

Kit leans close, his breath warm on my cheek before he nuzzles my neck. “Eat up, gorgeous. You need your strength for what I’m going to do to you.”

I turn my head to face him. He’s so close, we’re breathing each other’s air. “Same to you, handsome.”

A sexy smile spreads across his lips, and for a moment, no one exists but me and him. He presses a quick kiss to my lips, surprising me because his friends are present, but the move warms me at the same time.

I really need to be careful here. Kit is some kind of dream come true, but my logical side knows this isn’t anything I can hang my hat on long term. He’s made that clear. I’ll enjoy it for as long as I can and do my best to keep my pining heart out of it.

TWENTY-THREE

STEWART

Kit laysme on the bed, hovering over me with an expression of pure sex on his face. His eyes dance with desire, and as his tongue flicks over his lips, my stomach flutters.

“You look tasty,” he says, tugging his t-shirt over his head and tossing it to the floor.

I blow out a breath and squirm from the head rush as my cock swells suddenly. “Unf.”

Kit tugs his sweatpants down, kicking them to the floor and revealing his very hard, very thick cock. It smacks against my stomach, leaving a trail of precum. That’s gonna be inside me. Soon. A strangled noise escapes me and I chuckle nervously to cover it up.

“I’m excited too, gorgeous.”

He reaches between my legs, gently massaging my balls before moving lower to tickle my taint and then my hole. If the way his fingers felt inside me is any indication of what to expect then I’m going to love this.

“Kit?”

“Yeah, babe?”

“We haven’t talked about it yet, but we should. About protection.”

“I have us covered.”

“No, um…” I blow out a breath, waiting for the courage to kick in. I definitely didn’t think I’d be at this point with my first male partner, but I can barely think of anything else.

“What?” He bends and kisses my jaw. “You can tell me anything.”

I nod, focusing on his eyes. “I don’t know how you’d feel about this but…” I have to swallow before I can continue. “I want to do this without… What I mean is, I want to feel you…”

Surprises flashes across his features. “You don’t want to use a condom?”

I shake my head. “No. After my separation I researched it and I did all of it. The tests, the exams, and I got on PrEP. Just in case. I think if it was someone else I wouldn’t want that, but it’s you, and—” I cringe, squeezing my eyes closed. I’m word vomiting all over him.

“Look at me, Stewart.”

I force my eyes open. “That’s a lot to ask, isn’t it?”

“Hey. I’m not some app hookup who doesn’t remember your name. I’m fucking honored you feel so safe with me. I can’t even remember the last time I was with someone bare, and the idea is a major turn-on.”

“Would you rather wait? I can show you my results on my phone. I was monogamous my entire marriage and so was she, and I haven’t been with anyone since.”

Resting his weight on his elbow, he smiles and brushes his fingers across my jaw. “I’ve been with a lot of people, Stewart, but I always use condoms and I do get tested every six months. I’m also on PrEP. If you really want that, I’m more than happy to give it to you.”

“I knew right away that I’d want this as soon as I had the chance. If I met the right person, or was in a relationship… Notthat this is what that is, but I do trust you, and I want it so much. I want it with you.”

He brushes my hair from my forehead. “You continually blow my mind, Professor. You’re so sexy and sure of what you want. It’s refreshing.”

“No one’s ever tried to get you to fuck them bare?”

He lets out a slight laugh. “Sure, but it’s always been in the heat of the moment, not thought out, and not someone I know or trust. A nameless twink in a bar bathroom is a hard no.”

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