Page 39 of Gin & Sin

I watch through hooded eyes as the gay one slowly moves his hand to the other guy’s cock and takes over. Before long, the two of them are trading blow jobs. Keeping my hand off my own throbbing dick is beyond difficult at this point, but fuck me, it’s also kind of fun.

I imagine me and Kit on the screen, me on my knees worshipping Kit’s cock, gagging and choking on it as I try to get as much as I can down my throat. His fingers twisting in my hair as he pumps his hips to fuck my mouth.

“Fuck,” I whisper as my cock jerks, releasing a stream of precum. I blow out a breath to try and slow the impending flood.

My phone buzzes in my hand, startling me to the point that I nearly drop it. It’s Kit. Oh god.

“Hello.” I answer, trying to make my voice as neutral as possible.

“Hey. You okay?”

“Mm-hmm. Totally. You?”

He chuckles. “Fine. Just at work. What are you doing?”

“Taking a bath,” I manage, swallowing down the whimper at the back of my throat. Just the sound of his voice and the knowledge that he’s caught me in a way has me right on the edge.

“What are you really doing, gorgeous? You’re not touching yourself, are you?”

“No, but it’s hard.”

“I bet it is. Are you turned on?”

“Yes. I was…” Oh god. Can I admit this? “Do you watch porn?”

“Hell yeah. Is that what’s got you all worked up?”

“Yeah. I was imagining it was us.”

“Mmm.” His voice dips low and I notice the background noise fading away. “You’re torturing yourself.”

“Yeah, but I’m not touching. I’m waiting for you.”

“Fuck, babe. What were you watching?”

“Two guys. They were jacking off together, then one blew the other guy.”

“Hot. Is that what you want from me tonight? You want to jack off together?”

“No.” I squirm in the water. “I want a lot more touching than that.”

“Good. I was planning to touch you. A lot.”

“I don’t think I’ve ever been this horny in my life. I didn’t know I could want it so much.”

“I’m happy for you, Stewart. It’s really cool to see you finding yourself. I’m honored to be part of it.”

Huffing a laugh, I shake my head. “I have no idea how I got so lucky to meet you. Instead of making me feel like a clumsy teenager, you make me feel…” I stop myself before I say something embarrassing, but Kit pushes.

“You can tell me.”

I squeeze my eyes closed, gathering the courage to speak up. “Okay, um, you make me feel sexy.”

“Good, ’cause you fucking are.”

“Thank you.”

“You’re welcome. I can’t wait to see you later. It might be late, so don’t forget to leave the door unlocked.”