Page 11 of Gin & Sin

I have to hold back the excited shout building in my chest. “Really?”

“Really.” Leaning in, he kisses me softly. “You sure you want me to be all your firsts?”

“I’m sure.” I pat his chest. “But we need a few ground rules.”

“Go on.”

“We have to be honest. If either one of us wants to move on, we just talk about it. No big deal.”

“Cool.”

“If you sleep with other people, I don’t really want to know, but we need to be safe with each other.”

“Agreed.”

“I think that’s it.”

“I’m impressed with you, Stewart. You know what you want and you go after it. Sexy.”

“Oh, yeah, I’m so sexy.”

“Hey, you are. You got me here, didn’t you?”

I fight back the smile tugging at my lips. “I guess I did.”

“Don’t short yourself, gorgeous. I had fun tonight, and I look forward to seeing what else we can do together.”

Kit sits up and I follow, leaning forward to suck his nipple before he can get too far away. He smiles, dragging his hand through my hair.

“Careful. You found my kryptonite.”

“You like it?”

Kit nods. “Love it.”

I gasp as he wraps his hand around the front of my throat and pulls me close.

“You turn me on,” Kit says.

“I’m glad.”

He kisses me hard before he releases me, leaving me breathless. I watch, torn, as he gets his clothes back on. I don’t want him to stay, but I kind of do. I want to kiss more and suck him more and feel his finger inside me more, but I also want to be alone to revel in losing my gay sex virginity tonight. At least, most of it.

“Where’s your phone?” Kit asks.

“Back pocket.”

He helps me to my feet, then bends down to tug my pants up. I pull out my phone and hand it to him, watching as he enters his number and sends himself a text.

“Call whenever,” he says.

“Okay.”

Kit lingers, kissing me softly and rubbing my back. “Thanks for tonight. It was fun.”

“Oh. I can drive you back.”

“No worries, babe. I’ll get a ride service.”