Nick had no idea what to say. He couldn’t turn away from
 
 the other man. He was drawn to him, to the mystery, to the
 
 distress, to those hypnotic blue eyes. Just like a puppy in a
 
 storm drain.
 
 “I’m sorry,” Nick said evenly as he lowered his head. “But
 
 that’s a very bad idea.”
 
 “Yeah, you’re right, I—I’m sorry, totally inappropriate,”
 
 JD said in a rush. He put his hand over his mouth and took
 
 a step toward the VIP cabin, looking away and then back at
 
 Nick.
 
 They stood staring at each other for a long moment.
 
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 “He’s incredibly lucky, Detective,” JD finally whispered.
 
 “So am I,” Nick said gently.
 
 JD gave him a small smile before he retreated into his
 
 cabin. Nick stared at the doorway for a long moment before
 
 cursing under his breath and turning away.
 
 Kelly sat in the salon, watching Nick move around the
 
 outside of the boat in the darkness. Reports of gale-force
 
 winds were coming in, and he probably didn’t want to wake
 
 up to a sinking vessel, especially since parts were still riddled with buckshot.
 
 Kelly had Nick’s book in his lap, reading it in the light
 
 coming from beneath the galley cabinets.
 
 When Julian had mentioned the Rosicrucians, Nick
 
 hadn’t even flinched, although he’d obviously felt Kelly’s eyes on him. What the hell was Nick up to? Kelly hated being out
 
 of the loop, and he hated even more feeling suspicious of his
 
 boyfriend.
 
 He flipped through the pages until he came to the one
 
 bookmarked by the slip of paper he’d found the other night,
 
 the one with the pigpen cipher on it.