Page 22 of Confusing Hearts

I couldn’t help the stab of disappointment in her insistence to keep us a secret, but I did understand it. My family might be surprised, curious, even concerned, but they would support us no matter what. I was confident in their love and unconditional acceptance. It saddened me that Jenna didn’t have that in her life, but she would from now on, because I would give her that.

JENNA: Thank you.

CHASE: Can I see you tomorrow?

There wasn’t a reply for a long time and my mind started conscripting all sorts of negativity. We were doing so well, and then she just went blank? I cursed myself for feeling so needy, but dammit, it was one simple question. When I couldn’t take it any longer, I texted her again in the most pathetic way that always ensured I would never respond again when a girl did it to me.

CHASE: Jenna?

JENNA: Sorry, Tessa came in to say good night. She’s drunk.

I waited to see if she would answer my question. It felt like another small eternity passed, before it dinged again.

JENNA: Maybe on tomorrow. If I can get away. But aren’t your brothers still here?

CHASE: Yeah, we’re going hiking tomorrow. Join us?

I knew I’d get some grief for bringing her along, but I was desperate to spend more time with her, even with them in tow.

JENNA: Probably can’t. Let you know in the morning. What time and how long?

CHASE: 7am, back by lunch.

JENNA: Seriously?

CHASE: yes

JENNA: um, raincheck?

I laughed out loud.

CHASE: Not a morning person?

JENNA: It’s 3am and I’m wide awake, what do you think?

CHASE: LOL Is that a cat thing?

JENNA: It’s a Jenna thing.

JENNA: but yes, panthers tend to be more nocturnal

CHASE: Good to know

CHASE: Picnic lunch afterwards?

JENNA: I can probably swing that

CHASE: I’ll send coordinates

JENNA: Very 007

CHASE: Isn’t that the plan?

JENNA: LOL

CHASE: Get some sleep, princess

JENNA: You too

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