CHAP 28 TY
I can’t get Milly out of my head. It seems she has taken up permanent residence there. How am I going to make it two months?.
Christ, I miss her now and it’s only been 10 minutes.
I have never felt this way about anyone.
I bet she’s getting herself all worked up right now.
She’s amazing, but tends to settle for okay when things go bad. She retreats. She’s doing it now. I can train that out of her.
I’m the opposite. When things are quiet I’m restless. I take risks. Three years ago it was mountain climbing. Now its SCUBA.
I’ll run out of adventures one day, and then what?
And thenyou’ll fuck the hell out of Milly when you start getting antsy.
Or when she retreats.
We’re both just messed up enough that sounds like the perfect solution.
One taste of Milly, and I’m hooked. She was so sexy, so wide open and fearless with that “anything you want, sir” look in her big beautiful eyes as she stroked my cock through my pants.
I want her, but if she doesn’t want me, I’m a grown man, I can handle disappointment.
I took care of a broken down alcoholic father after mom cut out. After he lost the business gambling, she didn’t have any reason to stick around. Without cards or credit, all he had was the bottle. I buried him and left my bigoted family in the same place. Had a football scholarship to a state school then Harvard Law.
But my childhood left it’s mark. My family taught me that there are very few people in the world who are worthy of my trust. I have a handful of friends that are important to me- and they’re all named ‘Reed’. And Milly.
I know I can take her to the places she wants to go, be the kind of man she needs, if she’ll only let me. But if she’s too scared, or not ready, then I will let her go.
Because I love her.
What made me think I could walk away like this? Board a plane and go to work after this? That I could control myself, thinking I could ignore the irresistible pull I feel and keep things business as usual.
I want her.
All of her.
I want her from sunrise to sunset and after dark, when she’s so tired she can barely move because I’ve given her pleasure and pain, my heart, my hands, and anything else she needs.
Fuck keeping things to teacher/student. Fuck making things easy. Milly is worth turning my world upside down, and start from scratch if that’s what it takes to make her mine.
I wasn’t getting on a plane. I was going to call Reed and tell him to hell with their demands. If they don’t hire us, they’re finished. If we don’t have a job, they don’t have jobs anymore either. All they’ve made is bad decisions, they need to break that habit. Milly is part of that. They wasted her, they deserve to have their noses rubbed in that.