Page 43 of Filthy Boss

Chapter 27 MILLY

“How are you and that ass of yours?”

“We’re okay.No pain. I actually kind of like it.” I flush as I finish the sentence, the best orgasm of my life is still making me a little tipsy.

He squeezes my hand. “Sometimes I take it too far. Tell me if I do.”

I nod

“How do you feel?”

“A little anxious.”

“You should be. Normally I wouldn’t lay this on you after we play a scene like that, but my partner, Damian Reed had the task of explaining why the employee that makes them look like idiots is now working for us. I need to fly out there to day and soothe some ruffled feathers. And I’m afraid you can’t come. And not just for today. But my plan is you stay here, study old files, two months and you’ll be able to tell me all the things I did wrong and what we should be doing. And they’ll have gotten over the fact they paid you for months without working.”

Two months.

Everything else was a relief, but I can’t help feeling crushed. He didn’t mention a relationship or even a long-term teacher/student arrangement. I knew that going in, and I was fine with it when I thought he was going to fire me. Now I have a job and not him and I’m right back to not knowing whether this is good or bad. Now that he made my fantasies come true, now that he touched me, kissed me, and made me feel like I was finally right where I belonged, now he’s leaving.

Nothing has ever felt as right as what just happened between me and Ty. And that’s not simply because he’s a Dominant who knows how to fulfill my submissive fantasies. It’s because he’s Ty.

But apparently he doesn’t feel the same way about me.

“I was just wondering how many times you’ve done this.”

“Done what?”

I shrug uncomfortably. “This. Teaching Women.”

“More than once,” he says vaguely.

I hate the jealousy. I have no right to feel jealous.

“You shouldn’t talk about old friends in bed with a new friend. It’s a rule.”

“I’m sorry.”

“I think you’re feeling a little confused. That’s normal,” he continues. “There’s a huge shift in adrenaline levels. It can be hard coming down from that kind of high.”

I know that’s not what’s happening to me. It’s not a sudden shift of adrenaline levels, it’s a sudden shift in wishes, and wanting an incredible man I’ll never have a shot with.

“You just need time to process. I’m going to clean up and call Reed to find out when my plane is.”

“Okay.” I’m not sure how much time it will take to process the fact that Ty doesn’t want me the way I want him. Hopefully, if I’m lucky, I’ll be over it before I die.

Two months.

I’m already halfway to being in love with my sweet, wicked, sex god of a boss who doesn’t feel the same way. I should have stuck to books.

I dress as quickly and quietly as I can and hurry to the door, opening it just far enough to peek out.

Luckily, the hall is empty in both directions.

Tears rising in my eyes, I slip out the door and across the carpet. Biting the inside of my cheek, refusing to cry until I’m out of the building, I head for the elevator.

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