Page 101 of Texting Dr. Stalker

Me:Oooo, you’re really asking the tough questions today. You’re determined to strip me down to the painful truth, aren’t you?

X:Are you avoiding the question?

Me:Nope. I’ll tell you. I’ve told you everything else so far, what’s a little more embarrassment? I only have fantasies because no one has ever delivered. Is that bold enough for you?

X:You’re saying you’ve never had an orgasm with someone?

Me:Nope. Never. I had hoped you’d be up for the challenge, but alas…you turned me down.

X:Lori…fuck. Are you trying to get me in trouble at work?

Me:How am I getting you in trouble?

His reply took a while. Nerves crept down my spine. Perhaps I’d gone too far. This sort of talk wasn’t right between two people who barely knew each other.

I still don’t know his name, yet I’m confessing I’ve never had an orgasm with a man before.

Good grief, I really did need help.

X:Have you orgasmed by yourself at least?

His question caught me off guard. I’d wanted to know how he was struggling at work, but he’d directed the questioning back to me.

Sneaky, annoying man.

Me:Yes, but it’s not easy.

X:Will what I sent do the trick?

Me:I’m not sure.

X:Would you try for me?

I froze.

I reread his message. Again and again.

And before I could move, he sent another.

X:My dose of honesty for the day is…the thought of you using something I bought for you makes me insanely hard. I feel sick for even writing that. I feel as if I’m taking advantage of you when you’re still healing. But…if you’re up for it and it doesn’t push you into dark places, I want you to use my gift and tell me how it goes. In as little or as much detail as you want.

Oh God.

My lungs stopped working as I forced trembling fingers to type.

Me:I’m surprised you didn’t ask for video footage. You like cameras, after all.

X:Are you insinuating that I have a camera in your bedroom?

Me:Wait, do you?

X:What? Of course not!

I smirked, enjoying making him uncomfortable for a change. Before he could reply, I committed to making him squirm.

Me:Do you want to?

Radio silence.

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