Page 19 of Mass Sins

On the other hand, everything he said intrigued me. How could a priest be so naughty? Shit…I needed to go on that date with him.

He sounded like the devil in disguise, and as a saintly woman, I had always wondered what the devil was like.

“I would never think differently of you because of someone else, Tabor. I know you, and I think you’re an incredible man who loves my best friend and his family,” I told him honestly. I took a moment to think about everything he said and smiled before adding, “I’ll have to paint my own picture. It’s just a date, right?”

“Yes, it is. And if you need anything, just text me.” She smiled at me, then turned her head to look at Tabor. “And I did see something in his eyes on Luca’s birthday. He was truly interested in helping Bennie, and you know if he only wanted to fuck her, he would’ve tried it right then and there. But he didn’t. I think he was truly interested in you,” she said, looking at the phone again.

“Fine. I guess you women have superpowers in those aspects anyway, right? You always have this gut-feeling when something is right or wrong,” Tabor said with a raised brow and amused expression. He kissed the top of Sin’s head before saying bye to me.

“Bye, Tay.” I smiled tightly and watched him leave before I focused on Sin again. “Sure you have a good feeling about this?”

“One hundred percent.”

“Me too,” I admitted. “And…everyone’s a bit sexual, right? I mean, you are. All four of your men are too. So what if Joska enjoyed his freedom by having lots of sex? He’s single, so…he can do what he wants.”

“Exactly. Also, I once met two women he had a threesome with and they said he made them feel like queens, and that he treated them with so much respect that they wished he would’ve accepted their numbers. But he didn’t because he apparently doesn’t sleep with the same woman twice.”

There were two things about what Sin said that stuck with me. One, he had a threesome. Two, he never slept with the same woman twice.

The first thing made me want to find out more about his sex life, and the second thing made me want to be the first woman he’d have sex with twice. It sounded like a challenge, and the more things I learned about Joska, the more I wanted to break my own personal rules.

I was never tempted to do anything that went against my religion’s morals, but I feared that after tonight, I would end up sinning.

“Bennie?”

Sin’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts, and I looked at her with a smile, and with a much clearer mind. “Yes, I’m here. Thank you, Sin.”

“So you’re going?”

“Yes, I’m going. And I’m excited. I think I needed that little push from you.”

“Good. I’m glad. Hey, send me your outfit before he picks you up. I wanna see how hot you look.”

I laughed. “I will show you. Okay, I should start getting ready. I’ll text you.”

“Alright, have so much fun tonight!”

“Thank you. Give Luca a kiss from me.”

We said goodbye, and after sitting on the couch for a little while longer, I got up and headed to the bathroom to take a shower.

I couldn’t stop thinking about the things Sin and Tabor said about Joska, and I just knew that the date tonight would be one I’d never forget.

***

Joska was very punctual. At exactly five, he rang my doorbell, and as I walked downstairs to meet him, the nervousness I had been feeling all day had turned into excitement.

I was excited to see his face again, and to finally get to know him better. Since the first time I met him, all I knew about him was thanks to Sin and her men, and I was ready to make my own mind up about Joska. I wanted to see what he was really like, and if we were as different as Tabor had said we were.

When I finally got downstairs and opened the door, he looked up and pushed himself off his car. He had his hands in his pockets, and a smug grin on his lips. He started walking over to me, and when he stopped, he looked me up and down before his eyes met mine again.

“You look incredible, Bennie,” he said, meaning every word.

I pursed my lips and looked down at myself. I had chosen to wear a midnight blue, satin skirt that ended below my knees, with a slit on the right side. The boots I was wearing were black, and while they had a heal, they weren’t too tall. The white top I was wearing had this asymmetrical cut, with the long sleeves flaring out slightly. And to finish the look, I decided to wear my black leather jacket which was about the skirt’s length.

I did look incredible, and I felt that way too.

Sin had also been amazed by my outfit when I sent her a selfie earlier, and I was glad that Joska was acknowledging the effort I had put into it. I also did my hair and makeup, but since my hair was short already, I simply straightened it, and I only used a couple of makeup products on my face. I didn’t want to overdo it. There was no reason to.

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