Page 25 of Breaking Hudson

Chapter Seven

Colette

Three Months Later

Everything has been quietfor the last three months. We haven’t had any more issues, but we know we will, eventually. Victoria has hardly left the pool house. When she does, she only goes as far as the patio outside the door. She is absolutely terrified to leave, but we make sure that we are bringing her everything that she needs.

Dallas comes to our room every night and they fuck me as hard as they can, as quietly as possible. I wake up every morning to Hudson getting me off in some way. Sometimes it’s his fingers,sometimes it’s his mouth, and occasionally wake up with him balls deep in my pussy.

Dallas stays in here until morning, but makes sure to leave before anyone else wakes up. With both of them in here at night, my nightmares have gotten significantly better. Hudson thinks it’s because I stay surrounded by people I trust and although it’s helpful with him to be there, it’s even better with both of them.

I woke up to go to the bathroom when Dallas was leaving the room, so that gave me a chance to give him a kiss. We refrain from being intimate in any sort of way around others because we are just not ready to tell anyone that I am with both of them. Originally, we hadn’t put a name to it. I asked what this was considered, and we had a discussion about labels. Ultimately, it was decided that they were both my partners.

At first, we were using condoms, but then Hudson just told him to pull out. I don’t have a problem either way because if I get pregnant, they have both agreed that they will both be considered the father. I think they are both still finding out where they are comfortable, and we are slowly inching towards Dallas having full access to me. I think what they don’t understand is that the pull-out method is not effective all of the time.

Last night, I told them that I was a day late, and that is not normal, so they’re both starting to realize that either one of them could be the father if I am pregnant. I expected Hudson to have an issue with it, but they were so fucking excited. I think this is the turning point of our relationship where we finally find a comfortable place for us to be.

Really, they have just overcomplicated things for the last three months, but I don’t care because I’m still getting fucked by the two men I care about the most. I’m going to uncomplicate things right now by looking at this pregnancy test. They will have to get their shit together and figure out what they are doing because, logically, if I am one of them is the father.

I flip the test over and I see the second line, but it’s faint. I tilt my head to the side because I’m wondering if maybe it is not actually positive. I would be early still, so who knows?

“Hudson,” I say.

“Mmm,” he groans.

“Did you fall back asleep?” I ask as I walk with the test to the bedroom.

“Is that what I think is?” he asks, sitting up.

“Mhmm. Tell me what you think,” I say, handing him the test.

“It’s very light but… I think you are,” he says. “We should probably just take you to the doctor. Especially considering you might have heart issues one day; it would be best to find out sooner rather than later.”

“Yeah,” I say. “I think everyone but Dallas is busy today. Can he come with us?”

“Of course,” he says, confused.

“I just didn’t…”

“Cole, I know I have been weirdly possessive, and I’m trying to get myself out of that for Dallas’ sake. That man loves you and he has every right to you as I do. I know it’s frustrating, but I’m working on it.”

“And do you understand that he very well could be the biological father?” I ask.

“I do. I knew that it was a possibility originally, but I was still holding onto that possessiveness that I’ve always had over you,” he says. “Dallas has been so fucking patient with me about it.”

“It’s because he respects you,” I say. “He abided by your boundaries until you made the decision for them to change.”

“Do you love him?” Hudson asks.

“Yeah,” I say. “It’s still new, but I do.”

“Then the three of us will raise this baby together. If you aren’t pregnant, you will be soon,” he says. “Everyone else should be gone. I am going to make a call to get you into a doctor's office. Go down and tell him the good news.”

“Okay,” I smile. I kiss him once more before leaving the bedroom.

I find Dallas in the kitchen, and he smiles brightly when he sees me. “Hey, sweetheart,” he says, kissing me.

“Hi. I have something to tell you,” I say.

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