“Yes, I’msure, sure.”
She bit back a smile, wrapped her arm around mine, and peered at the ground, not speaking another word until we purchased tickets to the movie that she wanted to watch. Then, she grinned even wider.
“You really got them,” she said in disbelief.
“Of course I did,” I said. “You said you wanted to go.”
“Yeah.” She paused. “But … when I was with Spencer, he never let me watch anime.”
I clenched my jaw.That bastard.“Why not?”
She shrugged. “He used to say it was for kids.”
“He hasn’t watched enough then.”
“You’ve watched anime?” she asked, eyes wide.
“Yeah,” I said, stepping in line to grab drinks and popcorn. “I’ve been watchingAttack on Titan.”
She beamed at me. “That’s, like, one of my favorites! I used to watch some slice-of-life stuff, but Vera’s brother watches AOT almost every time I go over there, so I kinda got hooked on it.” She pulled me closer, craning her head to look up at me. “Do you want to watch it with me sometime?”
My lips curled into a smile. “I’d love to.”
“Next!” the lady at the register called.
Once we ordered two slushies and a large popcorn, I walked with Maddie to auditorium 3. There were only a couple of people scattered in the room. We walked all the way up to the fourth row to our seats, and I placed the popcorn on Maddie’s lap.
* * *
“I don’t want to go home,” Maddie said, half-asleep after the movie ended. She desperately attempted to keep her eyes open. “Oliver is going to be there, and I want to spend the night with you.”
“Why don’t we head to the Overlook? Sound good?”
With her head resting against the seat belt, she yawned and nodded. “Sounds good.”
Once we made it to the Overlook, Maddie was passed out in the passenger seat with her mouth half-opened and strands of her red hair in her face. I tucked some behind her ear, admiring how the moonlight bounced off her face.
My lips curled into a soft smile, my heart swelling. Why had I been such a dick to her for the longest time? Why had I let Spencer take her away from me, treat her like shit behind closed doors? If I had known what he was doing to her, I would’ve fucking killed him at the time.
I still wanted to, but I wanted to be better for her. Stronger. Because she was strong for me. She was my fucking rock, my only friend when everyone had turned their backs on me, when everyone had laughed at that stupid video that I wished I could erase from existence.
Hand sprawling out on her thigh, I lightly dug my fingers into her leg and closed my eyes. The dream, the need, thefirethat had once burned inside me wasn’t as bright—and I didn’t know if it would ever be—but I still imagined how my life would be in five or ten years. How I would be skating on the rink in the NHL, grinning as our daughter cheered me on with her mom.
I took her hand and brought her knuckles to my lips. “I’m going to get better—be better—for you, Cupcake.” I gently kissed her knuckles and closed my eyes, vowing that I would do whatever it took to be the man she needed me to be. “I promise.”
CHAPTER30
MADDIE
Sunlight flooded into the car through the windows. I squinted my eyes and slowly blinked them open, shielding myself from the light with my arm. I lay in the backseat of Alec’s smallish car, squished up onto his chest.
He stirred next to me, his muscular arm around my waist and his fingers lightly moving back and forth on my hip while he still slept. Warmth exploded through my chest, and I bit back a giggle.
Alec does this in his sleep?
Is it soothing for him? Is itme?
Once he tugged me closer until I basically sat in his lap with my head on his shoulder, I glanced up at those full lips and watched him smile.