Page 24 of Denial

Slowly, I slide a finger inside her body and watch as her back arches up off the bed once again. The moan she releases is enough to make me slide my fingers in and out of her pussy a few times just a little bit faster than what I’d been doing until that second. I’m trying to take things slow, but I’m getting the feeling that’s not what my girl wants. I add a second finger and curl them up the way I’ve heard you’re supposed to. Repeating the movements over and over again. It doesn’t take long for Hope’s body to tighten and her legs to start shaking. Instinctually I know she’s close and slide my fingers in and out of her a little bit faster.

“Carson!” Hope screams out, her voice breaking as I start to slow my movements down again as she comes down from her orgasm.

When I finally slide my fingers from her pussy, I bring them up to my mouth and suck them clean. Her taste explodes on my tongue as I close my eyes. As I open them again, I find Hope’s body flush from her release as she stares up at me with eyes full of awe and shock.

“Are you ready for more, Sweet Girl?” I ask her, knowing I’ll stop everything right now if that’s what she wants.

“I’m ready, Carson,” she says, her voice full of certainty.

Hope pushes me to my back with my feet up by the pillows and I allow her to. She moves to straddle my hips and I watch on after putting my hands behind my head and clasping them together. She reaches down and grabs my dick, angling it up before coming to a sudden stop.

“We need a condom, Carson. I’m on birth control, but I’d still prefer to use a condom as well,” she suddenly says and I know she’s right in this moment.

Reaching out, I open the top drawer of the stand next to me. King told me he loaded it up with condoms just in case the talk with Hope and I went well. Grabbing one, I hold it up for Hope to see. She takes it from me and opens it one handed. I watch in awe as she rolls the condom down my length and makes sure it’s secure before positioning herself over me once again. Hope slowly lowers herself over me and I groan as her pussy starts to swallow every inch of me. She’s so fucking tight and wet. When she sinks all the way down on me, neither one of us moves for a minute. I’m letting her lead this show so I just relax and move my hands to rest loosely on her hips.

“Are you ready for me to move, Carson?” she asks, her breathing coming out in short pants as she looks down at me.

Hope looks so good sitting on top of me as I lay under her. Her back is slightly arched and her hands are splayed out on my chest to hold herself steady. The red highlights in her hair seem to shine brighter in the light of the room as the dark black strands definitely shine brighter than ever before. The bright blue of her eyes is almost swallowed by her pupils as I sit up slightly, causing the depth of my cock inside her to shift as we both let out groans.

“I’m ready, Sweet Girl,” I finally say when I’ve looked at every inch of her.

As Hope starts to slide up my cock, I lean forward and suck a nipple back in my mouth. Her back arches even more as my fingers tighten on her hips and her nails dig into my chest. Hope takes a minute to settle into a steady rhythm sliding up and down my length as I switch nipples again and dig my fingers even deeper into her hips. She’s going to have marks for sure by the time we’re done here. Part of me is excited to know I’ll leave my mark on her body and that I’m able to give her my virginity.

“Fuck, Sweet Girl. You feel so fuckin’ good,” I grind out through clenched teeth.

“I’m already close again, Carson,” she responds, adding a twist to her hips that grinds her clit against my pelvis.

I reach between our bodies and rub circles around her clit, getting closer and closer with every movement. Every time she slides down my cock, my thumb presses even harder against her clit as it’s trapped for a few seconds before she slides up again. I start to feel a tingling at the base of my spine and know I’m not going to last much longer as I pinch Hope’s clit between my fingers. It’s exactly what she needs to fly over the edge.

“Carson!” she screams out, her voice breaking once again as her movements become erratic and I know I have to help her through this as I chase my own release.

Gripping her hips tighter, I start to thrust up into her pussy while trying to hold Hope steady. Her nails scrape down my chest and that’s all it takes to throw me over the edge.

“Hope!” I roar out as my head sinks into the mattress beneath me and I fight to keep my eyes open and locked on my girl.

She lets her head drop as the ends of her hair brush against my thighs while I push deep in her pussy one last time and let the last of my release spill into the condom. Hope finally collapses on my chest and I hold her close as I run my hands up and down her back while we both try to get our breathing under control. I close my eyes and just let myself be in this moment with Hope as she runs her fingers up and down my chest by where her head rests. It takes forever for our breathing and heart rates to return to normal. My cock is already soft as I lift her in my arms while standing from the bed. I carry her into the bathroom that’s in her room and start the shower without letting her go.

Hope wiggles out of my arms and heads to the toilet that’s in a separate room from the rest of the bathroom. I take care of the condom while she cleans up the best she can. By the time she comes back out, the shower is ready for us and I help her in. We spend the longest time washing one another. I learn the spots on Hope that tickle her and make her moan. She runs her hands over my chest with the loofah and takes her time making sure every single inch of my body is covered in suds. I honestly didn’t know so many places on my body would be so sensitive to her touch. By the time we’re done in the shower, I’m ready to go again. Instead, I lead Hope out to have dinner with the guys before we lock ourselves back in the bedroom for the night. We don’t have sex again right now, but we do spend our time exploring one another while watching movies and just spending time together. It’s the best night of my life.

Chapter Sixteen

Hope

WAKING UP, I stretch out my aching body. For the first time I ache and it’s not from the attack at work. My body used muscles I haven’t used in a very long time yesterday with Jinx and a smile graces my face with the knowledge that we finally seem to both be on the same page. After the talk we had, and learning things I thought happened really didn’t, I knew there was no way in hell I could hold back when it comes to Jinx. We’ve both denied our feelings and held back for so long and after almost dying, I didn’t want to wait for anything. Especially knowing that Becker and the hitman are still out there. Hell, if I’m attacked again, it doesn’t even have to be the same hitman coming for me. I’ve learned enough over the years that someone can put a hit out on the dark web and anyone can accept it for the right price. That means I could actually have multiple people after me and we don’t know anything about it yet. King has been looking but he can only do so much because he’s human and it’s going to take time to find something like that if Becker wants to keep it hidden.

I know Becker isn’t smart enough to cover his tracks and keep something like that hidden on the dark web. That doesn’t mean he can’t hire someone to do it for him. I imagine he has all sorts of shady fuckers working for him that no one knows about. Especially if he’s the one behind the sale of drugs in Pine View lately. I have no doubt in my mind that Becker surrounds himself with the worst kind of people because that’s the kind of asshole he is. He would sell out anyone around him as long as he gets something out of the deal. The only people I believe he would never do that to are his parents because they’re always the ones bailing him out of whatever shit he gets into. If not for them, he’d be in prison by now for all the crimes he’s committed over the years. Now, I have to worry about having multiple people after me because of him and it takes away from the moment Jinx and I had yesterday.

Growing up with Jinx, I knew there was a different side to him. Yeah, he can be very serious when he needs to be for club business. He’s competitive when the guys and him are doing anything and last night he showed me that he’s sweet, loving, and very attentive. After we ate dinner with everyone, we spent the rest of the night in the bedroom watching movies. Jinx never once complained when I chose a chick flick. He sat there with my head in his lap and ran his fingers through my hair. Neither one of us could stop touching one another for longer than a minute or two. We ended up having sex three more times over the course of the night and into the early morning. Some of them were fast and hard while one time we took forever exploring one another’s bodies and learning what the other one liked. Jinx definitely knows what he’s doing when it comes to using his mouth and I gave him a blow job for the first time. I was so nervous because I’d never done it before, but he encouraged me the entire time.

Rolling over, I find the spot in bed where Jinx slept empty. Sitting up, I look around the room and he’s nowhere in here. I sigh and carefully push the blankets off of me before turning to sit on the edge of the bed for a minute. My therapist doesn’t want me to get right out of bed in the morning in case I’m not steady on my feet. So, I sit on the bed until I feel as if I’ll be stable when I stand up using my cane. I’m glad that I don’t have to push the walker around anymore because I hate that thing. The hallways here are wider than normal and I was still running into them when I’d move around the cabin. It was horrible and I wanted to cry every single day because I was completely frustrated. Now, I feel better with the cane and I’m steady on my feet as I work on rebuilding the muscles I lost over the month I was in the hospital.

Heading for the bathroom, I take care of business before making my way back to the room to grab my bathing suit. As I’m getting my suit on, Jinx walks in the room and leans against the closed door to watch me. Since I’m going to be working with the therapist, I have my one piece on. If I were just going to swim or lay in the sun, I’d be wearing one of my bikinis. Though I don’t know how Jinx would feel about that with the other guys here walking around the property.

“Mornin’, Sweet Girl. How are you feelin’ today?” he asks me once I have my suit on and sit back on the edge of the bed.

“I’m sore in the best way possible,” I answer him honestly as he slowly stalks over to me with a heated look in his eyes.

“Yeah?”

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