He shakes his head. “It’s not that, baby. With Topher’s threats and thinking that you saw me as nothing more than a friend, I could have never predicted the way this night turned out. I’m sorry, Bay, but unless your sister keeps condoms in her guest bathrooms, we’re fucked. I used to always have a condom on me, but I must have let one of the guys borrow it at some point. Since I haven’t been interested in hooking up with anyone lately, I never thought about replacing it.”
I cup his face with one hand, letting the other slip down to his balls. I keep my touch light and slow. “I’m on birth control and I swear I’m clean. I can give you all the details you need but?—”
He catches my drift. “I’m clean too, I swear. We get tested every year before the season starts. I got tested by the Heroestoo last summer. And you’re the only girl I’ve been naked with in over a year.”
I feel giddy with excitement. “Then if you’re ok with it, we don’t need a condom.”
Cole’s mouth meets mine again, and he pulls me onto his lap, guiding me until I’m straddling him. My inner thighs touch his outer ones and I’m hovering over his hard shaft.
His hands keep me steady, guiding me down. But just when we’re lined up, he shifts the angle ever so slightly.
“Fuck Bay, I love how soaked you are for me,” he utters, titling his hips to rub his length over the sensitive skin of my slit.
My heart is beating so loudly that I’m pretty sure he can hear it. “I want you, Cole.” I nip at his bottom lip.
“Let’s go slow, baby. If it’s too much, I need you to tell me, ok?”
I nod, holding onto his shoulders for extra balance.
Cole begins to lower me slowly, impaling me on his thick, hard shaft.
I’m so wet that he slides in easily, but his size makes for a really snug fit.
“Are you ok?” Cole asks when he’s sheathed inside me to the hilt.
“More than ok,” I pant. “You feel good. I just feel really full.”
Neither of us moves for a long moment, but Cole captures my lips in a deep, passionate kiss.
We start moving together, slowly grinding against each other, our mouths still fused, our gazes locked.
I’ve never felt this close to anyone before. This feels so right. Cole’s eyes are the deepest, darkest blue. The way he looks at me as if he wanted to take my soul while he’s taking my body is everything.
His shaft drags over my clit with every thrust as he lifts me over his cock and drops me back down as if I weighed nothing.
“Cole,” I moan. “I’m close, so close.”
I don’t know if he can hear the shock in my voice, but for someone who had never had an orgasm until a few weeks ago, this is pretty fucking amazing.
“Thank fuck,” he chuckles. “Making love to you after my self-imposed break from sex is a challenge, but going bare for the first time is like I’m trying to embarrass myself.”
He pulses inside me in a way that makes me see stars, and I squeeze my inner muscles. “You lasted long enough to make me come again,” I pant. “I seriously need just a tiny little?—”
“Let go for me, baby. I’m right there with you.”
He shifts and my back hits the mattress again. Cole angles us so that he can thrust harder and faster.
His fingers are keeping my hips in the position he wants them. The way he’s banging into me creates a ripple effect that reverberates right into my clit.
Pleasure ripples through me and I shatter into a million pieces. It’s the highest of heights and soon I’ll be falling back on Earth. It’s exhilarating and scary at the same time because I’m stripped bare. But I’m not really afraid because I know that Cole will be there to catch me.
“Fuck, Bay, I’m gonna come.” He stills, hiding his face in the crook of my neck.
His warmth floods me as he spills into me with pulse after pulse, and I want every single drop. My inner muscles keep fluttering around his hardness, milking him until he has given me everything.
Neither of us moves for a long, blissful moment. In Cole’s arms, nothing else matters but the feeling of his skin against mine, our hearts beating like one. For now, I can be in this moment where the rest of the world, all my problems don’t really matter.
I should probably go to the bathroom and clean up, but my body is sated and I’m warm and safe. My eyes close as my mind is at peace, at least for now.