Page 12 of Gracefully Yours

Ruining me, clearly, because how could I ever make myself feel this way after having his fingers inside of me? After he sucked my clit till I saw stars?

“You’re so tight,” he groaned. “I gotta loosen you up before you can take me, my pretty girl.”

“Daniel, I—”

All thoughts eased from my brain when he flicked his tongue against me again, those fingers providing the perfect amount of pressure, and a shockwave of pleasure cascaded through my body.

He kept working me through it, only pulling his fingers out when I’d stilled, leaving me with a few last licks against me, and oh god, who was I?

Was I really about to do this?

With my best friend?

Before I could descend into a spiral, Daniel cupped my cheeks, pulling my face up to meet his, and he kissed me. Tasting myself on his tongue, I moaned into his mouth as he coaxed his tongue inside of mine, and my body loosened up instantly.

“Good?” He asked, his voice soft, reverent.

I nodded, because I wasn’t sure I was capable of words right now. Not after what he’d just done.God. I’d read hundreds of romance novels, but I never thought someone could actually do that with their tongue.

“Stay here,” he murmured, giving me one last soft kiss against my lips before he got off the bed, leaving me still panting from the force of my orgasm.

Hearing him rustling through his bag, I rolled over, watching as he pulled a condom out of his bag, which was probably smart. I hadn’t even thought about protection myself, and I certainly hadn’t brought any. Why would I?

Daniel pushed down his boxers, and I watched as his cock sprang free, the evidence of how much he wanted me painfully apparent. I liked how I affected him as much as he did me. The fabric fell to the floor, letting me appraise his fully naked body for the first time. The muscles on his thighs from his daily runs, the abs on his stomach that I still wanted to lick. And, lower, where…

My eyes widened. “Ohmygod. You’re… huge. There’s no way you’re going to fit.” I’d always been aware of how much taller he was than me, but I’d never thought about how muchbiggerhe would be because of it.

“We’ll go slow,” he promised, climbing back on the bed with the packet in his hands. “I’ll make it good for you, I promise.” He kissed me again, once on the lips, and then on my nose, before he turned his attention back to the condom, tearing the package before rolling it on. I watched as he sheathed himself fully before returning to my side.

“Wait,” I breathed, sitting up to look at him. There were so many thoughts fluttering through my brain that I didn’t even know where to start.

“Do you not want to…” He swallowed roughly. “We don’t have to, you know… I can just take care of myself.”

“No, it’s notthat. It’s just…” I was a virgin. I’d never been with anyone before. And even then, admitting that was… embarrassing. “Is this going to ruin everything?” I asked instead, wishing I could bury my face in his hands.

“No. It won’t.” He brushed his fingers across my jaw. “Are you sure, though?”

I kissed his jaw once, twice. “I want this. I want you.” I pressed a kiss to his lips.

“Thank fuck,” he said, dropping his head against mine as he eased me back against the pillows, positioning his body over mine.

I reached down to run a hand up his length, and he shuddered. “If you touch me… Baby… I’m not going to last long.” Daniel groaned from on top of me, holding himself still. “I just want to make it good for you.”

“You will,” I said, cupping his face with both of my hands. “Please, I need you.”

“Tell me if it hurts, okay? I don’t want to hurt you.”

“You won’t.”

I held onto his shoulders as he positioned himself at my entrance, rubbing the head back and forth over my wetness.

“Oh!”I gasped when he pushed the tip inside of me, head rolling back from the fit of him inside of me.

“Relax,” he murmured, bringing our lips together and kissing me until I couldn’t think about anything else but the press of his tongue against mine. My body sank into the mattress, and he eased inside of me, inch by inch, as his tongue kept up the relentless exploration of my mouth.

“You good?” He asked. “I didn’t hurt you, right? Do you need me to wait?” He stilled inside of me, letting me adjust to his size. It was nothing like his fingers, or how I’d felt using a toy. This was completely different. “Fuck. You’re so tight.”

I shook my head, letting out a little moan from the fullness, how he was stretching me. He was fully inside of me, but I could tell how he was holding himself back, making sure he didn’t hurt me, and something about that made my heart want to burst.