Page 40 of The Only Time

I’m not going to do it. I’m not going to touch her. It cannot happen again.

I don’t know how many times I repeat these words to myself in the silence of the night. My hands are clutched into tight fists, as I continue my chant to myself.

“Eric,” she says in a silky voice.

Fuck. “Yeah?” I respond roughly.

“Do you think…” she starts but the silence fills the room again.

I’m in no mood for her hesitation. Whatever it is that she needs to say, just say it. That way I can go back to talking myself off of this ledge.

“Spit it out, Mia. Do I think what?”

She huffs her frustration then rolls away from me. “Forget it.”

That won’t do. I roll onto my elbow ignoring the pain as I grab her shoulder and roll her onto her back. I look down at her eyes, shining in the moonlight and creating a pain in my chest. My reaction to her beauty only fuels my anger.

“Don’t be childish. If you have something to ask me, ask it.”

Her mouth trembles as I see the conflicting emotions she’s battling in her mind. I hold my breath, terrified she’s going toask for something I don’t want. Even more terrified she’s going to ask me for something I desperately want.

“Do you think tonight in the darkness, it won’t count again?”

My dick goes rock hard against her stomach. I know I need to tell her no. The words are on the tip of my tongue, but then I watch the rise and fall of her chest against her white shirt and see the dark outlines of her nipples.

“What exactly are you asking for?” I ask as I try to find the strength within me to turn her down.

She rolls her eyes. “I think you know.”

She tries to roll over again, but I grip her wrist and pin it above her head. That’s it. Her beneath me, bound to the bed by my strength. There’s no way I’m not taking her as mine tonight.

“You should know me better than that, Mia. I like to hear the words. Do you feel my dick?” I press my body against hers. “It loves to hear those dirty words out of your mouth. Tell me exactly what doesn’t count here in the darkness.”

She exhales on a shaky breath. “I was thinking—I wanted to feel your tongue on me again.”

“Anything else?” I groan as my lips drop to her neck and run along the delicate curve.

Her body squirms beneath me. “I want to taste you.”

“You want my big cock in your mouth?” I ask as I can feel pre-cum drip from my tip. Just the thought of her mouth around my dick makes me feel like I might explode.

She nods. That’s about all the restraint I have in me. I capture her lips with mine in a punishing kiss. My firm mouth demands a response from hers, and she obeys. She matches my hunger with her own.

Raising my mouth from hers, I gaze into her eyes. “Get on your hands and knees.”

Her eyes open wide with both surprise but also excitement. She flips over, obeying my command quickly. My dick strainsin my briefs, begging to be released, but right now I want to worship every inch of her. I want to make this last forever. I wish the sun would stay on the other side of the world forever, so this will never end.

I reach for her silky underwear and pull them down. She lifts each leg so I can pull them all the way off. Now, she’s bared to me, and I feel a ripple of excitement that she is mine tonight.

My thumbs spread her lips apart as I take in her pink pussy.

“Such a perfect pussy,” I tell her as I ease one thumb into her entrance. “Nice and wet, just for me.”

“Please,” she whispers. I think her begging is my new favorite sound.

“What do you want, Mia?”

I push in both thumbs, spreading her apart. She’s dripping wet, and I can barely resist.

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