Page 84 of Cruel Honor

Arousal, I realize.

I’ve felt it before but not with a man. Only alone in my bedroom.

Katya wanted me to live my life more. I guess I’m finally doing that.

His thumbs draw circles into my hips. “The sight of your body …”

“What?” I’m both terrified and excited to hear the answer.

“Fuck, Evie.” I blush at his words. “The things I want to do to you.”

“Like what?”

“Like …” His hands trail down to the backs of my bare thighs. “I want to bring my hand right between your legs and touch your pussy.”

I gasp.

But I don’t move.

“I want to touch you until you come,” he continues. “And then once I’m done, I want to put my mouth on your pussy and show you all the different ways you can have an orgasm. Have you ever had one before?”

I swallow hard. Dimitri still doesn’t know I’m a virgin. I resisted telling him because I didn’t want him to have too much power over me.

But I think all of that has been thrown out the window.

“No,” I admit.

His hands slide around to the front of my thighs. Without even realizing it, I arch my hips slightly. “Has no man ever shown you a good time? Has any man touched you before?” His fingers slide against my inner thighs. His legs are on either side of me. The heat coming off him is intoxicating.

This is it. I know the moment I tell Dimitri the truth, there’s no going back.

I can’t live my life with Juno. Missing my dad. Feeling unsatisfied with my life.

Dimitri has shown me more in a few weeks than I’ve ever experienced in my entire life.

It’s like I’m living one of my books out in real life.

“No,” I whisper.

“Evie, are you a virgin?” His fingers are so close to my most intimate area. If he just moved his fingers over an inch …

“Yes.” I release the word on a breath.

Dimitri’s hands tighten on my thighs, making me gasp. “I want to touch you so fucking badly.”

“You are touching me.”

He lets out a short laugh. “I want to touch your pussy.”

“That’s such a … vulgar word.”

“Well get used to it. Because when I’m touching you with my hands or my mouth or my cock, you’ll be hearing the word.”

“Dimitri,” I gasp. My face is on fire.

“You’re so innocent, it’s cute. And sexy. I want you to be mine, Evie.”

“You already made me yours when you married me.” I still wear the ring he got me. I never took it off.

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