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She is open and ready for me, so as soon as I am sure she is cleaned up, I crawl up her body. Carefully holding my weight up on my arms, I kiss her.

My tongue dives into her mouth so she can taste Cillian and me together. Her perfect matches.

Nessa moans into my mouth as I slide inside of her. Those devilish nails latching onto my back as I thrust all the way in and she gasps.

Watching her features carefully to ensure I do not bring her pain, I become mesmerized with this woman. Everything she does turns me on, but it’s when she parts her lips as I feel her clamp down around me that I am nearly pulled over the edge.

“Naughty girl,” I say with a shake of my head. “I am not finished with you yet.”

“I need it,” she breathes, her head tilted back in ecstasy. “I need you to fill me up.”

I pick up my pace, my hips snapping into her with more force.

“Feel that, baby?”Thrust. “This is my vow to you.”Thrust. “I will always want you.”Thrust. “Need you.”Thrust. “And even while you are his,”thrust, “you will also be mine.”

“Yes,” she screams, marking my back so deep I am sure it is bleeding. “I’m yours.”

Her words unravel something inside of me, making me feel whole as I fuck her into oblivion. When I’m close, I tilt her head to look into my eyes.

“I need you to come for me,Lisichka.” My hand reaches between us, pressing on her clit with each thrust. “Show me I am yours just as much as you are mine.”

I watch her beauty as she lets go, her wild eyes appearing free as her walls clench around my cock, and I follow like a man intent on claiming what is his.

I do not pull out when we come down. Instead, I ease her on top of me so that I can stay inside of her heat just a little longer.

“I love you,” Nessa says as she presses a kiss to the center of my chest.

“I love you too, my little fox. I need you to know that I understand now. He can be a part of you, so long as I am a part of you too.”

She props her chin up on her hand atop my body, her beautiful golden eyes staring into my soul.

“You will always be part of me. In this life and the next.”

I lift my hand and her fingers tangle with mine. “Together?”

“Together.”

I lean forward, claiming her mouth with mine as I wrap my hand around her throat. I am careful not to squeeze as I do not wish to take her breath away. I simply need to kiss her until she forgets whose air she is breathing as I vow with my lips—until my last breath, I will be hers.

Chapter 36

It’s been three months. Twelve long weeks since Laney went and captured the woman who started all of this. Ninety whole days of her being stuck in a torture chamber with Havoc, who some would call the master of torture.

We are still no closer to these children than we were before she was in our custody.

Evie and I have searched the towns they could be held in, called contacts about any suspicious activity, and even gone as far as knocking on a few doors to ask those with lots of land if we could survey the area with Lev’s drone. But we’ve gottenabsolutely nothing. After countless trips to Norway and a lot of hope only to have it all squashed again, we decided we needed a bit of a break today. Just one day to relax, recuperate, and maybe get some sleep.

During all this time, my men have been my constants. We sleep together every night, talk about other missions, and we’ve even made a few new deals with friends in the banking industry.

Akio has been helping us search, but with him and Adrian trying to adopt a kid, they’ve said they need time. It doesn’t make anything less frustrating, but at least there are some good things happening, even while the bad continues to linger. On the days that we need just a little bit of light, it makes it seem less dark.

Laney has been there too, making trips with us. She is fully invested after everything that happened with her brother a few years ago, but that story is for another day. She might actually want to kill my father more than I do at this point. Maybe even more than Cillian, which is really saying something.

We thought we could put a tag on my father, but he seems to be disinterested in his investment. My contacts have had eyes on him, and as far as we can tell, he hasn’t left Ireland in months.

That doesn’t mean he isn’t staying in contact with whoever is running this operation now, but we’ve all found it strange that these kids are so far away from him after he has put so much money into them.

Maybe he questions his choices and it’s easier for him to not be near it? I honestly don’t know, and I don’t think I care. The minute we find the kids, Cillian is going to take my father out. I’m not in the mood for torture, I just want him and his evil wiped off the face of the earth for forever.

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