Kissing my lips softly, he returns to his work.
I still can’t believe this man made our relationship official this morning.
Without any words, he reassured me. Proved to me that my decision of staying with him was not wrong.
I listened to my heart and didn’t end our arrangement nor did I force him into acknowledging that what we have is more than just sex. And my patience paid off.
Archer accepting our relationship in public was a big step. He wouldn’t have done that if he didn’t value us.
While I am still unsure about how deep his feelings are for me, I am happy that he wants more too.
Because why else would he make it official?
It warms my heart that Archer accepts me for who I am.
In the past, it used to hurt thinking I am completely opposite of his ideal type. But Archer isn’t ashamed of me. He likes me and my colors. I see it in his eyes.
When he says that he wants me and only me, it makes me fall for him harder.
Snuggling him, I ask, “What are you working on?”
“A new concept for our on-going project.”
“The one I am the lead model of? But Raleigh and Hannah already have one ready, no?”
“Yes, and yes. But I like to have plan B in spare just in case.”
“Okay.” I kiss his light stubble before returning to massaging him. My eyes fall on his back tattoos and I pause.
“Archer…”
“Hmm.”
“When did you get these?” I trace the outline of one small tattoo of a leafless tree.
His typing stops, his muscles tensing under my touch.
I shake my head internally. Me and my big mouth. I shouldn’t have brought it up.
I am about to change the topic when he says, “It was a long time ago.”
“Do they have a meaning?”
He shakes his head and lets out a humorless chuckle. “Mylifedidn’t have much meaning back then.”
“Why would you say that?”
Shutting his laptop, he hangs his head.
Scrambling off the bed, I move down and sit on the other side of Archer.
“I wasn’t always the Archer Kim everyone knows now.”
I take his hand in mine and interlink our fingers.
He looks at me slowly. Then raises our joined hands up and presses a kiss on my fingers. He then looks at Goldie who has his paws resting on his thigh. “I don’t deserve this.”
“Please don’t say that,” I whisper.