Jesse shuffles up the bed. I’m not even embarrassed about how into his body I am anymore. I want all of it.
“Let’s work up to it,” he says.
“What do you mean?”
“Come here, I’ll show you.”
I let him guide me into his lap and slide down so his cock is between us. It’s bigger than mine and I wonder if it’s going to hurt when he fucks me.
As we kiss, I grind on him, our cocks rubbing together. Jesse slides his hands up my thighs and over my ass. As he kisses my neck, I hear the pop of a tube and try to stay relaxed.
Jesse pulls away and looks at me as his fingers slide into my crack. My body gives an involuntary shudder at his touch and he asks me if this is okay.
“Mm, yes.”
As his finger breeches my entrance, Jesse slides his hand over my cock andoh.
“How does that feel?” Jesse asks.
“Amazing.”
He smiles, “good.”
We kiss as Jesse slides his finger deeper inside me and starts moving it in and out. It feels a little weird and I’m worried I didn’t do a good enough job following all those instructions I read online about douching and making sure you’re clean. But I actually trust Jesse. Either way, I don’t think he’s going to make fun of me or make me feel bad.
I realise I’m moving on his fingers when he adds a second and I come down to meet the tips of fingers against a spot inside me that makes me yelp.
“Okay?”
“Mmm,” I hope he doesn’t ask for verbal confirmation this time, because I don’t think I could talk if my life depended on it.
Hopefully my moans are answer enough as he lets me set the pace and watches as I move up and down on his fingers.
My cock slides against his stomach and chest and I’m so close to coming, but I don’t want this feeling to end.
I press my lips close to his ear, “I’m ready for you to fuck me now.”
He groans and tilts his head back. His cheeks are flushed but he shakes his head.
“Not yet. I wanna make you feel good first.”
“If it feels like this, I want you to.”
“Lie on your back,” he says.
I feel his fingers pull out and miss the feeling of him inside me already as I lay on my back and he climbs between my legs.
He kisses down my stomach before wrapping his lips around my cock. I want to tell him I’m so close already, if he doesn’t do it now, it’ll be too late. But then his fingers are there again, and I don’t want him to stop.
His mouth and fingers at the same time are too good. Jesse sucks me down into his throat, running his tongue along the length of my cock as his fingers press deep inside and rub against a spot that makes it feel like I’m going to melt and explode at the same time until I come, harder than I’ve ever come in my life. Harder than I thought it possible to come.
When Jesse lies next to me, I’m still trying to catch my breath and my whole body is tingling.
When he’s leaving, I ask if I can see him tomorrow.
“Me and Harrison have this outreach thing tomorrow in Jersey, but I can come over when we’re finished if you like.”
“Okay.”